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Chapter 18

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-Alex**

**HOPE’S POV**

I threw my legs over the bed for the third time today, as Liam held tight to my arms

“Are you sure you want to do this? Maybe we should wait a few more days,” he said

I sighed, “If I spend all my time in this bed then I am never going to get walking.” I said, “I just have to… push!” I finally came to my feet.

My stomach burned as if Jai’s blade were still there and his blue eyes still in front of mine

I gagged form the pain

“Hope?” asked Liam

I gagged again and the room started rotating

I started coughing, and with each burst I would clutch my stomach again due to the unmistakable pain that shot through my whole body

Suddenly the room stopped spinning and I felt something chillingly cold yet quite heart-warming rest on my cheek

I blinked a few times before I realized it was Liam and he wasn’t resting on me but I was resting on him.

“I’m not letting you hurt yourself like this” he said trying to put me back in the bed.

The thought of getting back in that bed frightened me.

To everyone else it was just a bed, somewhere to heel, to sleep, to stay warm, but to me it was a cage. Once I got in that bed I knew that I would be stuck in the bed because I missed it so much

On top of all this, there was the burning question that unfortunately I knew the answer too

It’s not the bed that I’m missing but the boy that sleeps in it

The longer I stay here the closer we get. It has already been a week and if I stay any longer I’m going to get all mushy and let myself make this permanent arrangement.

Me eating here

Sleeping here

Living here

With him.

I don’t want another cliché love story, I want to be independent. I want adventure; I don’t want to settle down in some stupid house with the same old boy every morning

I lurched out at Liam and pushed him off with a rush of adrenalin

I stumbled to the wall holding my stomach as Liam watched me like I was crazy

Judging by my thoughts, I’m pretty sure I am.

“I’m not getting in the bed I-I just need to get up and walk,” I said.

Liam nodded obviously shocked by my sudden surge of energy considering I pretty much hadn’t moved for seven whole days.

I pushed my self off the wall, holding my breath and keeping my arms out as if I were on a tight rope