May 2, 2016 (2:12am)
With tear filled eyes and broken hearts we say goodbye to each other.
Goodbye
As in forever
No more 'I love yous' at midnight
And no more 'Forever and Always'
Just the emptiness of our hearts, minds, and souls
The despair and loniness that will
Fill our every moment away
From each other
Or maybe just my every moment
My every though and feeling
But no
Not just the loneliness, despair, and emptiness
But the guilt and shame
The guilt of knowing I left him
For someone else
Someone who is here
Physically
He just said goodbye because I couldn't
Because I couldn't fucking admite or realize
That I was drifting away from him
Slowly but
Surely
And now all I can say is sorry
Sorry for the pain
Sorry for saying goodbye
Sorry for giving up
I know it probably doesn't sound like a poem, but I didn't know how else to do it...
