I hold onto the memories of you tightly
Not ready to let you go
Not ready to face the truth that I might lose you
That you might have stopped loving me
I scream and cry in pain because I know you won't be mine
I hate myself so much
So when I look in the mirror all I see is a selfish and ugly person
Who didn't deserve you
But you loved me anyways
Through my ugliness and selfishness
And still I wonder what you ever saw in me
I soon find myself on the bathroom floor
Being suffocated by my depression and loneliness
With the blade in my hand
Ready to feel anything other than this emptiness
I feel the blood flow and sigh with satisfaction
But I feel a single tear slide down my face
Betraying me
Taunting me
Saying it's not over yet
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