Boys will be boys

I'M SO DISAPPOINTED

"Daddy, I'm sorry." I tell him in tears.

"NO YOU ARE NOT!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU!!! I'M SO DISAPPOINTED!!!! YOU'RE A DISAPPOINTMENT!!!!" He shouts at me.

My father then gets up and leaves my room. I couldn't believe what I heard. I'm in tears. I'm am a disappointment. I can't believe myself, I am a disappointed my father. I snuck my window, than went into the secret tunnel. I sob as I saw Luke coming. I ran to him in tears. He wrapped his arms around me as I sobbed in his shoulder. I couldn't comprehend what was going on. It was all so much.

"I'm not sure what to say..." He tells me upset.

"I don't know either." 

The only sound was my cries. It echo through the tunnels. He sat down and I went with him. We sat down, my head was on his shoulder.  He held on to me tight and it felt so right.

"I'm sorry." He tells me.

"Don't be."

"I should be, this is my fault go back to your room. I'm going to fix this."

"Okay see you in a few."

He gives a kiss on the lips and I just stood there. As he walked backed to his house. I just shake my head and walked back. I get into my room and lay in my bed. I close my eyes to try to escape this sick reality. This sick, cruel, first world problem reality. I mean some people pity me because of my mother. I miss her, I know I have never met her. Stop judging! Errr! I hate everything, including myself.

"JAKE!" I hear my Father yell.

I get up and run my fingers through my hair. I then see Luke, my Father, and Mr. Noah. I was about to walk away, but Mr. Noah looked directly at me. I bite my lips and go sit on the couch.

"Tink and Luke, you guys are no longer in trouble, but under one condition." Father says.

"What is it?" I ask curious.

"You are no longer aloud to be alone." Mr. Noah responded.

"Fair enough." Luke said.

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"WHAT?!?" Tyler shouted.

"I'm sorry, I chose wrong." I tell him.

"I'm not allowing it." He said pulling me closer.

I try to escape his embrace, but he keep kissing and whenever I would try to yell he would bite me hard.

"Please Tyler stop." I beg.

"I have to show you I am better."

He tried to get in my shorts, but I hit him.

"Stop moving." He demanded.

He then smacked me. I gave up the fight... Sorry diary I can't keep going it was all so much. I just want to die now.... I can't believe it all. Why would he do it to me? I thought he was more understanding. I guess he isn't.

Love,

Jay