The Fat Girl In Love

Am I ill?

-Oh my God! What's wrong?!
She takes me to somewhere else and I cry all of my heart.
-Calm down...
I calm down and erase my tears.
-What's wrong?
I take a large respiration and talk. I talk. She looks at me with a such serious face. All the weight I've been carrying is now gone.
-I see... Shouldn't you talk about this to Kim?
-Why?
-Because she needs to know. There may be a chance that the test goes positive and you don't come back to school.
-Okay, I will tell her. But please support me.
-You don't even need to ask.
She's so nice. Too nice. I will never thank you enough. I see Kim running over me.
-I heard that you cried!
-Bah. It's nothing.
-I see...
I feel like if there was something wrong. She was so worried about me but I just.... I was unfair. I open my mouth and let it out.

After I spoke, She looks at me with big eyes.
-So tomorrow, you will now if you are ill or not.
-Yeah...
-Wow...
-Please, don't tell anyone about it.
-Are you stupid? Do you really think that I will something like that to anyone.
Good point. The bell ring. I take my bag and say goodbye.
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-Hey!
Its Kim. She acts like if nothing happened. I'm kind of grateful for that.
-So... When will you go?
-At 12
-I will see you off.
Time passed, and the clock marked 11:52. I was with Enrik, talking to him. Kim come and say:
-Isn't time to go?
-Yep...

I see my father, with his eyes red. Mom isn't healing. I can see it in his eyes. I smile and say;

-Time to go!

-Yeah...

In the way to the hospital, I start to think about mom. How is she? My dad doesn't me to know how is it going, my big brother is never there and my little sister knows nothing about it. I'm all alone. The nurse smile at us and ask me to sit. After some tests, the doctor say:
- We need to talk...
-No way..
-Sorry....