Any normal, sane person would have been able to give up and move on by now but i'm not that strong.
I cant stop loving him and I suppose I never can, for the good it does me now. I know that whatever i do at this point is not likely to help me the least.
I fear my love may never fade, though I pray it grows dimmer in time, but even, my love is like the Sun. I was warm and healthy in moderation but with time, I was bound to get burnt. I have reached that point. I have been burnt by my love for him.
