A short history in the time span that I loved you.
August 19th: The first day of school. I walk into the school doors, nervous about what lays instore for me as this day progresses. I walk into my class and I see you. My stomach is immediately tied into knots. My eyes slowly go over your features and I wonder, How have I not noticed them until now?
December 14th: The first day I relized that I had feelings for you. I would keep these feeling bottled up inside of me for many months to come. I would tell my closest friends and they would ask the simple question, Why? And even myself could answer the question.
March 9th: The day that I confessed my feelings to you. I was so excited, My stomach had butterflies all day but I felt that maybe you also had feelings. My world, warped into what my mind wanted it to be. My delusion casting a curtain over reality.
March 25th: The day you finally gave me an answer. My life shattered directly infront of me. My delusion was yanked out from under me and fell into the crule truth that was reality. The breath taken out from my lungs and the tears pulled onto the table in front of me. My heart turned into dust and I breathed it into the air around me.
May 21: The day I decided to start to get over you. The love that I have aquired for you over the last several months finally starts to fade. My love for you is burned as bright as the sun but eventuallt all stars fade but a piece of them always shines in the sky for millions of years to come. Is that what will happen with ym love for you? Will I fall in love with another but always have that deep feeling in my heart for you? I dont know the anwsers to these questions and to be honest...I dont care.
