Just For Now

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I wake up in the same place I was last night. Only, Liam is gone. Where is he? How did he get up without me noticing?

I sit up and rub my eyes. I look over to the futon, only to find its no longer a bed, it's back to its couch form, and there's no blankets or boys in sight. What the hell..?

I stand up stretching and hear my joints pop. As I scan the room, I notice that, everything looks as it did when we first arrived.

Panicking that everyone somehow packed up and left without me, I rush over the Hannah's and Harry's room.

I open the door and feel relief rush over me, there's Hannah fast asleep on the messy bed. But... Where's Harry ?

I shake it off and go next door to Rachel's bedroom. There she is, asleep on the king sized bed. But where is Niall ? Where is everyone?

I shut the door quietly and go into the kitchen to get a drink of water, hoping to find someone there. I'm let down when all the counters are wiped clean and there's not a soul in sight.

Why is the hotel room so fucking clean!? I feel myself sitting down at the table... I can't help but want to cry. Was it all a dream? Or did the boys just leave us here with three days left of our beach adventure... Without even saying goodbye?

"GUYS!!" I can't help by panicky yell for the sleeping Hannah and Rachel.

"GUYS ! GET OUT HERE !" I yell a little louder feeling the lump in my throat growing.

Hannah bursts through her door and then two seconds later Rachel bursts through her door. They're both looking at me all crazy eyed.

"who the hell was yelling and why did you wake me up?" Hannah snaps.

"this better be important... I was having a nice nap !" Rachel exclaims rubbing her eyes tiredly.

"t-th-the" I'm trying hard not to cry.

"will you just spit it out already?" Hannah rudely remarks leaning in the doorway.

"t-they're gone..." I finally spit it out.

"...what?" Rachel looks at me scared.

I watch as Hannah looks around the room, noticing that we're the only three left.

"where's they go?" she asks quietly.

"I-I don't know... I woke up and the hotel is cleaned out from their things and none of them are anywhere in sight." I say really fast.

I look at Rachel and she begins to tear up. Rachel never cries... This is something big.

"....h-he" she looks up at Hannah and I as a tear falls into her lap, she swallows."He didn't even say goodbye..." she stands up and goes back into her room slamming the door behind her. Causing Hannah and I to jump.

I can tell Hannah is upset, she's just trying her best to hide it.

" I knew it was too good to be true." she runs her fingers through her blue boy cut.

"let's go home." she turns around and goes back into her bedroom shutting the door. A few seconds later I hear muffled sobs and then a scream that sounds shielded by a pillow and everything goes silent.

I can't help but stand there and start to cry. I have had the most fun I've ever had in my life these past four days. Meeting them was something more than amazing. I'd never been that happy and overwhelmed in my life.

Then coming here and being with Liam...and the bonfire... The movies, the beach...the pool. Singing 'Granny's Lullaby' all of it, seemed so natural and normal. I guess when you go to sleep one night and happier than ever, the next morning you wake up to find its all been ripped from you without a trace of where it went.

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