When you let him go >> l.h

Everything i didn't say

2 periods i've been through. Which means... IT'S LUNCH! YASS!!! Finally, i could eat. I'm starving.

So i met Luke,Calum,and Michael so we finally go eat together. Then, my best friend came, it's Chelsea. I called her chels. She's been my best friend since forever. "Eyoo guyss..." She greeted. "Hey chels!" Me and the boys greeted back. I sat next to Chelsea and Michael. "So.. Guys, me and Bella are going to show at school music area after school." Luke said. "Wow, that's great, we'll see you guys perform then." Chelsea said.

"Yeaaa... We'll watch you guys. What song will you guys sing?" Michael asked. "We'll sing, you found me by the fray. We love that song" I answered. "Wow, good song you got there my friend." Calum said smirking. "Hey, how about after you guys show, you can go to my house. Ya know... play some video games and eat some pizzas... " Michael asked. "YEA SURE! THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!" I said cheerful. "Yes dude that'll be awesome." Calum and Luke said. "Yeaaa i'll come" Chelsea answer. "Okay then!" Michael said.

"Hey Bella, do you wanna go with me Tomorrow? Let's have dinner" Calum asked me. I know he always had feelings on me. The boys always tease him about me and him,except Luke. He seemed like a brother to me. He protect me from anyone. Sometimes i feel like he's too overprotective to me. But i know what he's tryna' doing. "Heey heey heeyy... I'm about to ask you guys to come to my house Tomorrow. I'm throwing a party. My mom and dad are going to Bali today for their vacation, so i'm throwing a party" Luke said, cutting me and Calum. "Uuu... Someone being bad..." Michael said laughing. Then we all laughing together. "Yeaaa we'd love to come" Michael answer. "Well... That's okay. We'll do it next time then Bell... Okay?" Calum said. "Yea.. That's fine. We'll do it next time" i said.

*skip the school*

The bell is finally rang. So, that means i'll be showing at the school music area with Luke. I can't wait. Even though i've been doing this a couple of times, but i still had that nervous feeling.

Luke came to me."hey Bell, ready for the show?" He asked. "Yeaa... o- of co- course. I'm  uh... very ready." I answer unsurely. "Bells, are you okay?" He asked. "Yess.. o- of course i'm okay" i answer him.

LUKE'S POV

I know she's nervous. I could see it from her face. I could read her face. "I know there's something behind that, but... Okay then, whatever you feel, you're gonna be okay. we'll start the show soon okay?" I said. "Yea, let's do this" she said, suddenly cheerful.

When we arrived at the school music area, i grab my guitar and our friends and the seniors are already there."Hello guys!" Me and Bella greeted the viewers (which is our friends and the seniors).
All of the viewers cheered. "So... Today, me and Bella are going to sing, you found me by the fray." Then they cheered again. "So... Here it goes.." We started to sing. "I found God,
On the corner of First and Amistad.
Where the west,
Was all but won." Bella sang the first lyric. She has a really great voice. I love her voice. It sounded so calm, i got so addicted to her voice. This is not the first time i felt addicted, i always felt addicted to her voice. She's amazing. I continue to sing.

*a couple of minutes later*

We're done singing the song. Everyone's gone. Michael,Calum,Chelsea, and Ashton came to us. "Hey! Omg you guys always rocks the school music area." Ashton compliment us. "Hahaha... But i swear your band rocks the school music area better." Bella said. "Hey, do you guys ready to go to my house after this?" Michael asked. "Yeaa of course." Bella answered. "Well.. Me and Bella will catch up." I said cutting off. Bella starred me in confuse. "I wanna talk to you for a sec." I whispered Bella on her ear. "Yea, me and Luke are going to catch you guys." Bella agreed. But then, Calum starred me in suspiciously. "Well, alright then. We'll see ya there soon." Ashton said. Everyone's started walking to Michael's house except Calum. He's still standing there looking at me with a very cynical face. But, he's finally started walking and catch the guys.

Finally, me and Bella are alone. "So, what do you wanna talk about Luke?" Bella asked. My body started shaking. But my heart really wanna say this, but i can't really say it. "Um... I just wondering." I nervously said it. "Yeaa..????" "Do... Y- you wanna ..
Help me to buy some foods and drinks for the party tomorrow morning?" Nope, i can't say what i always felt for her. "Oh... Yea.. Sure. I'd love to." She answers. Ugghhh i really hate myself. Why can't i say what i always felt for her?! 'I LOVE YOU'. That's what i wanna say. I love her. I always felt that. Since the day i saw her, i knew i always gonna love her. She's my first love. I never been in love with someone before.

'The first time you fall in love, it changes you forever and no matter how hard you try,that feeling will never goes away' -Nicholas Spark / The Notebook