My Scarlet Speedster (A Barry Allan/the Flash Fanfiction)

chapter 15: holding on (final chapter)

7th February 2018 05:38 a.m.

Dear diary.

Today's been hard for everyone. 2 years ago to the time she died. She died a slow horrible death, I should had done more. More to help her. Killer frost managed to some how come to our earth. Cisco tracked her and I was at a crime scene. She left with out me. Catlin called me and told me what was going on and I ran faster then I ever have. I got there she wasn't in sight. Killer frost took her to earth 2. I made a ...... and ran there. She was lying on the floor muddy floor in pain. I stud still. I couldn't belive what was happening. Firestorm came and finished her off. I can't explain what I was felling at that moment. I screened at the top of my lungs. I couldn't belive this. I took her and ran back. When i was back in world one I put her on the bed, her suit was telling us she was dead. I was crying uncontrollable, Cisco and Caitlin came running in. Caitlin got the defibrillator out as I was waiting, what was minutes seemed like hours. Caitlin walked and said she did everything she could I stud up and huged her we was both crying in eachother's shoulder and after a while I told her in sorry then I ran into the darkness of the night.

The next day I woke up on the damp streets of star city. I needed to be left alone for a while, I know in central city that wouldn't happen. As soon as I'm off the floor I run to the arrow cave. Felicity, Oliver and Thia where there. They all had the same look in there faces, you was shocked. I ran in with out telling them and my clothes where wet with dirt all over them. Felicity was the first in to talk and she asked what was wrong. I told them everything. The felicity huged me and thia cried a little. All the oliver had to say was get over it. Get over it. That's all he has to say. When l heared that I was thinking, am I actually over thinking this? When my mother died in dident react in the same way. Same thing with my father.

maybe I should fogeting about it and leave it aside for a while. For the past two years I have talked to her when I'm missing her. I should just leave it alone.

Sincerely Barry ♡

3rd person    27th December 2018

It was two days after Christmas day and everyone was happy, apart from Barry. Barry had made h8n self isolated from everyone else for the past year or so, he didn't know what to do with his life. Barry had only been down stairs once in the Christmas holiday and that was to have Christmas dinner with his family. He stayed in his room all day and night. Iris had become worried about Barry and decided that her Barry and Joe needed to talk.

28th December 2018

Joe told Barry to come down stairs, as then two went down Iris was waiting on the table. When the two boys where sat down Iris told Barry that her and Joe where scared that something was wrong with him. He dident reply. Joe asked him of it was Lizzy and he nodded his head, yes.

7th March 2019

Barry had been back at work for a month now and work seemed to help him get back onto his feet. Not completely but he was in a better place then he was before.

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8th March 2019

Barry had just woken up in a hospital bed. He had been in a coma for 2 years. There was a girl next to him holding his hand "Barry, your awake, do you remember me" -

THANKS

I want to say thank you to everyone who reads this book. And I hope you like it. The next pert will be put put before July next year. So until then you can think about what might happen next. Yet again thank you, you don't know how much this means to me ♡