LGBTQ Irl stories

Samuel

I was born with a lazy eye, so I have been bullied for awhile. I didn't understand why people kept calling me a girl, especially since I saw us all as equals. I didn't really discover my sexuality until 7th grade, thats when I fell inlove with my mormon lady-friend. I didn't understand what this was, but that was really due to my homophobic school. 9th grade I discovered the LGBT community. I was so happy, these feelings finally made sense. I had a girlfriend for awhile but we only lasted for a couple of months. That was when I got really confused. I met a really nice boy who I felt myself falling for but I thought I was gay. After doing more research, I discovered Panromanticism. I learned it was all romantic attraction (I really am disgusted by \any more then holding hands). So I discovered that I was a Panromantic Asexual (A pancake!)
During this whole time, I was struggling with my identity. I was so confused about what I was suppose to be. I kept denying my feelings for being the wrong gender. I settled for genderfluid because I could still keep the safety of what I was born. It wasn't until I met Caitlyn Jenner that I finally understood who I was. I accepted myself as a Transsexual and hope to someday persue transition. Because I am of younger status I can only save up some money everyday until I can talk to a gender therapist.
It really doesnt help that I also struggle with Major Depression and Anxiety. So it took me until I finally took care of that to get the courage to figure my stuff out.

A/N
Thank you for sharing your story Samuel.
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