Lily (me)

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Hi guys it's me lily again! This chapter will be about my life as a transgender youth.

It all started when I was born on September 17 1999. The doctors assigned me male at birth.

Skip ahead until 4th grade. One day on a weekend my mom looked in my bathroom and found one of her pads. She then went into my room and asked if it was me (I have a younger brother). I said yes and that I didn't know what it was. Mom then explained to me what it was.

Skip ahead to the next year. My room was very dirty at the time so my mom decided to clean my room up because we were expecting visitors. Well my mom decided to clean under my bed. My mom then found some of her clothes there. When she got home I just  said something (I don't remember) and it was just shrugged off. That kept happening that year.
Next year my mom caught my new hiding spot which was in my closet. The only new thing is that not all of it were her's. I was in 6th grade and I had gotten some clothes out of the lost and found. I again said something to make her just turn the other way.
7th grade! At this time I knew what transgender was because I looked up on the Internet guy wants to be a girl and came out with transgender. This year I decided to tell my best friends and my wonderful girlfriend (at this time I didn't think anything of me being lesbian or straight.) They accepted me.
End of the 7th grade. I told my mom I was transgender and she brought me to a councilor to try to "fix" me. Turns out that the councilor was all for me transitioning into a female. Mom didn't like that so she took me out of counseling. Till this day my mom is easing up to me being a female.
Middle of 9th grade. I came out as transgender to all of my school. I did this by a post on edmodo (a Facebook like school media for homework and class assignments) linking everyone to my old blog that was taken down about half a year later by me because it was at risk of my mom finding it.
Start of 10th grade (this year). I started to wear bras and girls underwear under my clothes every day. Mom eventually noticed and eventually let it happen.
10th grade 2nd semester (Right now). I occasionally wear a dress or shirt to school here or there but always carry around an extra set of clothes just in case I can't handle the ridicule. Also I've learned that I'm Pansexual! Found that out when I started to develop feelings for one of my guy friends. He is a great guy but remember my girlfriend from 7th grade? I'm still with her and also in a long distance relationships for about 2 years. Well there we go that's my story.
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