Just A 16 Year Old THAT Want To Know I Got A Story To Tell

Crazy Love

Hi I'm nicollette I have been through trials and tribulations in my life,from my daddy to my family to my exes first loves,heart breaks,lies raped everything u could possible think of , fake ass friends expext beat cause I don't go. So a little bit of my story is that when I was younger my brother always told me that my momma didn't want me so that broke my heart from being born and my daddy got locked up. I have been a daddy's girl my whole life still is. I been a goofy chill girl my 16 years of my life my daddy broke my heart at a young age. He went and took care of another child then his own two my brother got locked up at a young age took me away for a while I had this friend before everybody else we was chillin then her brother decided to fuck with me y mane I'm only 10 u close to being grown one day I go down there after church and get my clothes I left caused I stayed yhe night before I can get out the door good this nigga was like aye neenee I'm like wassup he like i want some. I'm like some what. He was like some head nigga I don't even do that he was like ok hold up before u go. Why I didn't just go blood he came back down with a gun. So I got rapped, after I just went wild started talkin to older niggas tuff. My mom found out she beat my ass chocked me and everything but do u think that stopped me. I was still doin shit so it was a rainy day.

Mom: nicollette why are u constantly messing with older boys.

ME: AND I CRY BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN RAPPED AND IT MESSED ME UP SO BAD.

MOM: SAY NO MORE I'M FINNA GO BLOW SOME SHIT UP.
Mom told my step daddy it was over with then like, after what happened to me I felt less of my self I felt like he took everything from me everything I had low self-esteem I didn't think I was cute enough I always thought I was fat I thought I never had nobody to love me gaf about me. So I met this dude name Kenneth from the hood JB feel In love right off the bat. Everybody said he ain't shit don't fwh but I was like shid we was together for about a year so I asked him about this girl he was fw

Me: Ken who is little momma

Ken:idk

Me: u fwh or u done fucked her or some

Ken: Naw bae

Me: Screenshots being shown he drove asf

Ken:Baby I'm sorry it was a misunderstanding

Me: naw I'm good have her and yall baby.

I was so heart broken was like fuck a nigga then I met bj another JB Nigga I knew he had a girl but I was like shid fuck her come my way. Then we started fuckin around then he cheated fuckin hoes and just doin him so ok not gone trip moves on. Then I met moses how i.meant him through my brother. Love at first site we seen each other at a party that was the next time we seen each other. That same night he called my phone lookin for my bro they was talkin then we was talkin and we hooked up that Sunday 3.2.14.. can u say in love couldn't nobody say shit about him my baby my world. We was good or at least I thought cooked we played games had fun. So we had got into a big fight and he told me he cheated on me with his homeboy cousin and other females. Broke my heart but we broke up then he started goin with this girl name eve so he textin me tellin me he ain't gone ever leave me alone he love me I'm his FL and he mine and just bs so eve came at me wrong all over a video we never liked each other and still don't so I moved on, And started goin with this dude name dearron mayo he treated how I wanted to be treated in the beginning so he was a virgin and he wanted me to take it so I did. Couple months later I was pregnant with my son dawun my heart. Once I found out I was pregnant the first thing popped up was like how am I gone explain this to my FL. So my baby daddy wanted to be petty and go to parties and see bj and moses and be like neenee baby daddy.

Dearron: I seen your little bfs.

Me: who u talkin bout??

Dearron: bj moses and them I told them niggas I was your baby daddy.

Me:Wtf for that my business and my job.

Dearron: u must be still fw them niggas.

Me: y

Then he gets mad and wanna fight and shit ans cuss and call me a hoe and say my son ain't his and fuck me so I didn't know what to do I hated myself for everything. The only person that knew I was pregnant was jasmine suppose too be my ace boom coon. Moses had found out I was pregnant idk how.

Moses: so neenee u pregnant

Me: who told u

Moses: don't fuckin worry about it.

Me: yea I'm pregnant.

Status was made u a hoe my FL ain't shit fuck u I don't ever wanna talk u again. It's was so bad we was gone fight we both was talkin shit. But I cried my self to sleep cause I wanted to tell him myself😡😥😢😢 I cried everyday cause I loved him with all my heart. So after I got myself together I was with dearron for a long time a 2 year snd 7 month when I found out he was fuckin with bitches while I was pregnant and after my son was born being called a hoe in front of your child while he was in the NIC UNIT AND U WANNA ARGUE WHILE MY CHILD 2 DAYS OLD ok I stayed with him that's my baby shid ok dearron got shot been there when he was down nd out textin bitches then in front of me still stayed so after that he left me in dawun In lr he was fw a lot of bitches when he went to okc with his family so I started doin me, then after that all the bitches I done blocked he unblocked on his bday and he was fw them I was done then fr. So I went to school mind cleared and set the fuck free then I gets yo school my me and my bitch got into over a female that yea I might was talkin to but I really didn't want her or whatever so we fought I whooped ass yes I did. Then got into with some other females suppose to be my friend and we got into was finna fight them to but whatever so then into to talked to my sister kennedi about it and she was like let it be she helped me through everything a lot of stuff that's my sis. So I gets back to school and I see my best friend my bitch kei it's seem like we been knowing each other forever I don't know how we became so close but she have did a lot for me anything I need I know ik can depend on her and my other sisters.
Kei: don't cry bff u gone get another one with your fine fat ass😛😗

Me: ok bff I love u so much I won't cry no more.😂

Then later I found out my FL done got out of jail so I inboxes him like like hope you stay out be good and stuff then we just kept textin. Then we just hit it off talkin bout old times and he was like imu I said i missed u more he was like I'm heart broken I said ain't we all but y he was tellin me about how eve ain't keep it real nor hold him down and shit u know me I'm like I told your ass. But don't listen to your FL but we had got back together made me to happy then that's wen I had met tug with the mfer jug my bff. So he came over to my house and I was on the video calling thing with my bff and he was like who that

Kei: who is that

Me: Tugg girl!

Kei: aw never heard of him

Me: he wanna talk to u

Kei: naw I'm good

Me:😂😂😂😂😂😂 stop.being mean

Kei: look at me and whisper do he got money.

Me: hell yea
So then they get to talkin it's like match made in heaven cause he's good to her anything she want she get.