I had no words for what I just read but i was still confused and shocked. I started to do search on stuff that may give me answers. I finally understood and I knew I was to do what Anna wanted me to do. I was on the search for people, not just anyone but those special people that had a secret that they did not tell. If only i knew sooner I could have saved Anna from her friend that killed. It has been a week since Anna left but i still go to where she was, it became a part of my daily thing now. I do not talk to my friends as much anymore. I wait everyday to see one of them some around, the special people. I eventually stopped getting food and just went looking for them. I did not know it then but i was hurting just like Anna was. I stopped eating, sleeping, I stopped looking and I started dying. I stopped caring for school and my music just grew louder like a siren creeping closer to you. At that moment I realized.... I was dead. My smile bright and face lively but I was dead... on the inside where no one saw. I was just like Anna. I started writing, writing how I feel. I am writing my story to tell you how it feels to be "dead". I still struggle but I am trying to get better and if you learn anything from this it is to ~STAY STRONG~.
Jaelyn
~B~
