Stay Cloudy (Jc Caylen Fanfic)

Chapter 4: slap

*Recap*

"Now will you tell me what happend?"

There was a small silence when i finally broke it

"Well my dad died when i-"

"Your dad died?"

*End of recap*

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"...yea, yea he did" i say with a little sniffle. "Jc, i thought i told you that the first time we met?"

He gave me a confused look "you did?"

"Hm, guess i didn't.." I said trailing off

"Well, we've got time, tell me what happend? I mean if you want too. Im not going to make you" he said

"Mm okay" i pause a little bit and try to not cry

"Well it all started when i was 8. It was at a BBQ at Mimi's house. My dad was having sever pain near his liver, it was the point where he was screaming and crying. We called 911 and and they took him to the hospital. My mom told me to sleepover at Mimi's house and that she will call me when she hears something from the doctor"

"The phone started to ring and Mila (mee-laa), Mimi's mom, gave me the phone. It was my mom. I asked her what happend to dad and she said he had a very rare case of liver cancer. Cancer normaly doesnt start in the liver, but my dad's did. That's why it was so rare"

"The doctor said that there was no cure for it at all. For six months my dad was in and out of the hospital every week. He had a really strong radiation he had to take so i had to live with Mimi for two weeks. He gave me a stuffed animal dog two days before he passed. The day he died, i begged my mom to take me to see him in the hospital"

"I walk into the room and i ran to my dad and gave him the biggest hug i ever gave him, or what was left of him. He was just skin and bones. My mom said that tge cancer had travled to his brain so he couldnt talk, he could only hear and see. I told him that i loved him so much, he started to cry, and so did my mom. My mom was crying harder and harder by the second"

"I asked he what was wrong and she just looked at me. 'Honey, daddy is gonna die soon' those words still play through my head today. It was all to much for me, as an eight year old, to take. I just ran out of the hospital room when i ran into my grandpa (my dad's dad) and i just hugged him and cryed into his chest. My mom picked me up and took me home. My mom had to go back to work so i was home alone with my grandma"

"Around 7:20PM my grandma got a call from my mom. I just hear my grandma bawling her eyes out. I asked her what was wrong, all she did was say 'come here, e-everything will be o-okay'. At that point i relised what happend. My dad died. Febuary 7th 2007 at 7:15 my dad had passed away at the age of 35."

I just stood there crying and crying and i couldnt stop, Jc's eyes started to water when he pulled me into a hug and i just cryed into his shoulder while he rubbed my back.

"S-so i asked my step-dad if i could go visit my dad's grave and he said 'im your dad now! There is no point for you to see your DEAD "father"' i was about to slap his face when i said 'YOU ARE NOT MY FUCKING FATHER! AND YOU NEVER EVERR WILL!'

"T-that's when he slapped my keys out of my hand with, what felt like, a belt." I say while showing him the bruise he left me on my arm.

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We just sat there on the bench and talked about different things to try getting my mind off of things.

"Shayna?" Jc said

"Yea Jc?"

"Erm, i know this is sorta back timing but uh, will you go to dinner with me tomorrow?" He asked while scratching the back of his neck.

"Yea, i'd love too" i reply witha huge smile on my face

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A/N the story about Shayna's dad dying is the story about how my dad died. But it wasnt at Mimi's house, it happend at my cousin's house and i had to live with my cousin. But everything else is what happend to my dad when he died.

No, my step-das did not say all of those things and no i can not drive and no my step-dad did not slap me.

RIP to those who died in 9-11-01 🙏

I know its 9-12 but i thought i would still throw that in there

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Shayna :*