My Good Girl

chapter 20

Harry sits next to me on the porch. I look at him and look away.
".. It hurts. What you did hurts.." I say softly trying not to tear up. I stand up and go to my room, grabbing my school bag. I shake the bag on the bed so everything can come out. I see the crumbled up paper that Zig gave me. Harry enters my room.
"Just leave me alone.." I mumble and grab the paper, I grab my phone and dial the number. I glance at Harry, he looks so sad.
"What are you doing?" He asks curiously.
"Payback is a bitch Harry." I say in a strong tone. Zig picks up.
"Hello?" He says.
"Hey this is Dolores. Meet me at the school." I say and hang up the phone before he even responses. I look at Harry.
"I want you to feel what I felt.. What I feel." I push past him and leave the house, I get on my bike.
"Lolita! Wait no!" I can hear him yell but I just keep peddling faster.
I get to the school and see Zig. I drop my bike and go up to him, I hug him tightly.
"Why'd you want me to meet you?" He mumbles in my ear while hugging me still. I let go and look at him. I look at his lips.
"Just kiss me or something.." I say. He smiles brightly and places his hand on my face. He leans in close to my face and presses his lips against mine. It isn't Harry's lips, but it feels good at this moment. He deepens the kiss and I do the same. It's passionate. Pure. Not lustful. Just romantic actually..
We stop and he looks into my eyes.
"You're beautiful Dolores." He whispers. I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss his cheek.
"Wanna come over my house? My mom is probably home though..." He asks, looking down.
"I'll come." I give him a smile, he smiles back at me and we both get on our bikes.

We get to his house. He rings the door bell but no one answers.
"I guess she's not home." He shrugs.
"She's probably with Harry. I kind of stormed out. They're probably looking for me or something." I roll my eyes and we both enter his house.
"So where's your room?" I ask. He grabs my hand we head to his room. I sit on his bed, I take off my shirt, revealing my bra.
"Lock the door" I smirk a little. He locks the door and sits down next to me.
"Go on. Take off your clothes." I say.
"Oh um yeah.." He laughs nervously. I take off my shorts and he takes off his pants and shirt. He looks at me and comes closer to kiss me. I kiss him back roughly a bit. He lays me back and gets on top of me. He trails his hand down my stomach. I rub his hard on with my hand. He looks at me and stops.
"I've never done this before." He says quickly.
I look at him and then laugh.
"Stop joking Zig." I chuckle. His facial expression is still serious.
".. Woah... You're not joking." I say. I sit up and look at him.
"Well that changes everything." I let out. I can't screw him now. I was trying to get revenge on Harry but he's a Virgin and I'll feel awful if I took that away from him when I actually don't really like him. He's nice and all but I love Harry.
"I still want to do this Dolores. It feels right. I just wanted to let you know.. Just in case.. If I'm not any good or something." He trails off, looking down. I look at him and smile. I lift his face up so he can look at me.
"You're sweet and nice.. You'll find the right girl.. It's just not me Zig." I say softly and kiss his cheek.
"What?" He looks at me confused.
We hear a knock on his door. He scatter to find his clothes.
"It's your mom Zig! And Harold." Ms. Lawrence says.
"Just go along with me.. Okay ?" I say to Zig. He still searches for a shirt. I sigh heavily and grab his arm.
"Follow my lead Zig." I say sternly. He nods.
"Open the door." I say.
"Like this ? But then they'll see us half naked." He says furrowing his eyebrows.
"That's the point genius." I say sarcastically. He still looks confused then his facial expression changes.
"Ohhhhhhh!" He says in a loud whisper tone. He nods smiling, now understanding what I'm trying to do.
"I'm trying to make Harry jealous." I say and sit on the bed with the sheets covering me a little.
"Now open it Zig." I say. He nods and opens the door. Harry looks at Zig then at me. He doesn't break eye contact with me.
"What the hell is going on here?" Zigs mom says seriously. I roll my eyes and get out of the bed and out my clothes on. Ms. Lawrence storms off. Zig follows her, giving me a wink before leaving, Harry doesn't notice because he's still looking into my soul. I push past Harry then stop, I whisper in his ear.
"That's how my heart felt."
I get back on my bike and head home.