when i think of you
i remember walking on my tip toes and balancing on the curb
i remember dirty flip flops and ice cream trucks
i remember chocolate on the corners of my lips
i remember learning cursive and messy handwriting
i remember the blue of the pool and how i questioned myself because it complimented your eyes
i think of colorful pony tails and coloring books
pink nail polish and sunburns
when i think of you
i dont think about the numbers on the scale
and the size on the tag of my jeans
i dont think of the medicine
or the way my brain works when i look in the mirror
because when i think of you im happy
when your eyes and your hair and your smile fill my mind i feel at ease because i know youre always there for me
i have no idea who this is about or how to end this i suck at endings
