Alright so this boy I really liked fucking ripped out my heart. R.I.P to me because damn he murdered me. Pretty much what was this boy I like let's call him ratchet. Alright so ratchet and had a thing. You know those things. Well we are kind of friends. After a year I finally built up the courage to say I liked him well he blew it off pretended to it didn't happen. I'm just here like how can you be so mean. My other friends was trying to help get him to ask me out. Evidentially ratchet said he would the next day. I was very nervous excited hopeful. He doesn't do it 😒. What the hell you just decide hey I'm going to play with your feeling rip you apart because why not it's fun. I'm starting to get pissed but it more of falls into sadness. We started talking about it more and he says to me "look I don't want to date a good friend, or an atheist" I'm done at this point. Why does it matter if I believe or don't believe in God. It's not like I'm going to just shut it out . I'll be open to it. Honestly I'm a very open minded person. I'm very mad at this and he apologizes. He said something like I'm sorry but we are really good friends I don't see you as a girlfriend relationship. My religion just doesn't allow me to date atheist and middle school dating is stupid in my opinion. I'm over it I'm happy whatever fine you can break my heart I'll get over it. We were still friends (not the most ideal relationship considering we don't get along) Recently though he's come to a girlfriend. About 3 weeks after this all happens he decides ha my words are stupid I'll just have a girlfriend because noooooo I didn't say that middle school dating is stupid. I feel so done right now. He doesn't ever give a shit about my feelings and he's being such a fucking hypocrite. We haven't really talked it feels to awkward now. I'm saying this to people who've done this to someone. The opposite side hurts and I hope you have your karma because you are evil. This wasn't as cussing but I hope you enjoyed. I'll try and update more.
