Do you know what saddens me the most?
You never gave me the chance to be angry at you
and I hade every right, Jacob
I wanted to scream at your face
and threaten to hit you
even though we both know I can never be violent
and you were built like a truck
I wanted you to realize how hurt you made me
how you made it so hard for me to give away my love and trust
I wanted to be so angry at you Jake
but you never gave me a chance
thats what fucking frustrates me the most
all I can do is sit here bottling my rage
while you're out there doing god knows what
You left a mess of me
I could've thrown all my anger at you
I could've cried a river
I could've put a banshee to shame by screaming at you
I could've made both of us so happy
I could've loved you more than anything
I could've loved you more than anyone
I could've loved you enough to fix both of us
but you didn't give me a chance
You didn't give us a chance
and thats what fucking frustrates me the most
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Trouble
Teen FictionClarisse Adam has always been a good friend, a good sister and a good daughter. But then why does the universe seem to have one goal in mind: To get her closer to trouble as much as possible, or to be more specific, to get her closer to him.