Forever We're Together

Chapter 12:Alone in the end

Jessica pov

  Should I tell Soo now?I'm kind of guilty to tell her this..But,if I dont tell her now,there's no  next time..So,I sat next to her on her bed while she's lying reading a book..I clear my throat .

  "Waeyo Sica?Do u have anything to say?"Soo say..I look at her..How does she know I have something to tell her?

  "I know u really well Sica..U always act like that if u have something to say."she said again as if she read my mind..I just nod..Hmm..Where should I start ?I'm so nervous..Soo close her book and stare at me waiting for me to speak..

  "Hmm..How should I say this..Soo,if I left SNSD,what do u think?"I finally gathered my courage to ask her..Her eyes widened shocked at what I say.

  "Bwo??After Luhan,now u want to leave me too??How can u do that?"Soo already soaked with tears..It make me felt guilty even more..I immediately hug her..

  "I'm sorry Soo..I never have the intention to leave u alone here but I cant endure it anymore"I say and hug her even tighter..She cried even harder..

  "But,why now?Cant u wait until we have our comeback ?It was a waste because u already practiced it really hard"Soo still try to convince me..I just shook my head..

  "I cant Soo..Furthermore,a designer company called me to be their bussiness partner..U know how much I love design right..I cant let them wait any longer"I broke our hug and wipe her tears..She look like she's having her thought now..

  "If u feel alone,SHinee is there for u..EXO too..U can rely on them..They will be always there for u"I continued ..Finally I saw a small smile on her face..

  "Do u think I'm a baby until I need them all the time?"she poke my hand..I just laugh..

  "So,u okay with me to left?"

  "I know whatever I do,it will never stop u..Have u told Kris about this?"she ask..I just nod..

  "When are u going to tell Sajangnim?"she ask again..

  "I already told him..He protest firstly but finally he let me after I beg him to let me left..But I told him not to told the public my reason to left..I ask them to silent even how many people ask them"I said..She nod..

  "U are not angry right?"I ask her..

  "Aniyo..Who I am to stop u from your decision"she said slowly..

  "U are not nobody to me..U are forever my bestfriend and dongsaeng"I said and hug her..I can feel her smiling..Then I broke the hug..

  "So,can u help me packing my things now?I have to leave tomorrow"I said and she pout..

  "U are leaving tomorrow and u just tell me tonight?"

  "I'm sorry Soo..I always tried to tell u but I dont have the courage to tell u..Sorry ne?"I said pinching her cheek..She finally smile and we started packing my stuffs..I give her some of my clothes because I know she love fashion too..After we done packing,we chat a little bit and drove off to sleep after that..

  Nobody pov

  In the morning,Sica already ready to left..When she and Sooyoung out of the room,the others already waiting outside with no sad expression..Their manager already told them that Sica left the group..Fany was the happiest but she hide it so that the manager dont saw it..

SooSica just walk pass them..

  "Goodbye loser"Fany said whispering to Sica when they pass her..Sooyoung just glared at her and Sica smile at her..