Forever We're Together

Chapter 18:Behind Hyoyeon's changes

Hyoyeon pov

  We are in the dorm watching the show where LSKJ was interviewed by Sehun and Minho..I really love them..I dont know but for the first time I saw they perform,I immediately captivated by them..No wonder they gain popularity even they just debuted..

  "Ugghh..So,they are dating??what kind of agency allowed their artists announce their relationship themself?"Sunny said growling..

  "Dont u hear that??Their sajangnim was so cool about love..I was surprised that their fans accept it just like that"I say and smile again looking at Xiuying..Even all of them was so good in dancing,she was the dancing machine of the group and her dance's skill was really good..I even hope that I can learn from her someday..

  "Yah Kim Hyoyeon!!What did u see from that Choi Xiuying??I can dance better than her.Why even u so fangirling over them?"said Yuri breaking from me from my imagination..I just glared at her..

  "I know u are a great dancer Kwon Yuri"I say and she smirked proud..

  "But Choi Xiuying is far more better than u..I dont care what u guys say about them,but I'll always supported them "I smirked and went to my room..Yuri stomp her feet in annoyance ..The other just sighed..

  "Why did Hyoyeon changed?Its been a year when she suddenly changed to a different person"I still can heard Tiffany said before I completely close the door and lock it inside..

  I throw myself on my bed..I lock the door because I dont want anybody disturb me..Yes,I sleep alone ..I move in SooSica's room after Sooyoung left..I take a letter from the drawer beside the bed..
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Flashback

  After 6 month Sooyoung left,I was so determined to clean the room..That was when I found a letter under the matress..I look at it and it was from Sooyoung..There's no specific recipient ..She only wrote 'anyone who found it' ..Then I read it..

  "Annyeong the one who found it first..Its me Choi Sooyoung who u guys hate the most..hehehe..I didnt care if u guys hate me or not..I'm already not there for u guys to concern..I'm gone..Gone faraway from your sight as u wish..Its just that I want to say something. I'm sorry that me and Sica always burdened u guys with our scandal..We dont have any intention to drop our group..If u want to know,it was Yoona and Fany who spread the pictures of me and Sica with Luhan and Kris..For the day I left,I deserved the slap u guys gave me..I caused trouble again right with my decision to left?hahah..I'm sorry ..I have reason why I left..Dont u guys know ?I guess the sajangnim told u guys..But,let me told u guys even if u have heard it or not..I left the group because sajangnim want to arrange me in a scandal with someone-I-dont-know actor ..I cant accept it..It was like a shame for me ..After Luhan,then that actor?what will the fans said toward me?I always trapped in scandal with celebrities..I cant hurt Luhan's feeling anymore..He has suffered to much for me..I cant ..I love him so much that I cant accept that arranged scandal..Then the sajangnim told me to leave if I dont want any scandal..He even said that I lack of talent and didnt bring any profit to the group..I know..I only have my height for the group..Shikshin??hahaha..Its not a talent..It was like a shame for the sajangnim..So,I accept his wish for me to leave..So,I'm gone then..hihihi..If u guys dont know about this,surprised??hahah..I think I have wrote to much..I hope u ,the first to find this,didnt told anybody..I just want one person to know the truth..But I want to tell u,me and Sica didnt hate u guys..We just hurt..And we was very hurt that we cant forgive u guys so easily..So,I think its goodbye for now .I really hope u keep this as a secret..Kamsahamnida..The betrayer,Choi Sooyoung.. ^^ "

  I drop the letter and fell on the floor..My tears started to flow..I never know she suffered a lot..If it was me,I also will reject the scandal..No wonder Yoona was in scandal now with Lee Seung Gi ..It must be really hard for her to stay alone with us,the wicked member, without Sica and Luhan by her side ..I regret of what I have done to them before..