Stay high

School

Pulling into the parking lot of Westlake high I noticed that I was late- as usual. Sighing I pulled into the first parking space I saw and got out walking towards the office. At school I usually didn't stick out I was your average high schooler I had friends,good ones at that, I had my social life that didn't get in the way of others. Ms popular at school didn't hate me and want revenge, I wasn't a geek that the hot guy fell for, I was just Allison McDonald but that was enough for me. I blended in pretty well until my soft more year, that was when I met him and everything changed he was a pop of color in my otherwise dull life. He was on the football team so he was pretty well known at school but I hadn't actually met him until that year. We had a pretty typical love story, met at a party and hooked up,a week later we ended up being partners for an English term paper and somewhere along the way love just happened. It really wasn't hard to fall for him. He made me smile all the time, he never made me feel insecure or weird for thinking the way or do or acting a certain way, he never let me do anything I wasn't comfortable with and I just always felt a sense of security and comfort when he was by my side. He was tall and charming with stunning green eyes-he would always tell me that he preferred mine but I would kill for his eyes instead of my boring brown ones-he saw something in me that no one else did. He would always tell me how special I was and how beautiful he thought I was and...getting out of my head I wiped a fallen tear off of my cheek before I realized that I was outside of the office. I've probably been here for a while. Staring at my reflection in the glass I shook my head at my wavy brown hair, it looked unkept even tho I just brushed it. I cleared my throat and walked in-I'd deal with my hair later. The lady at the desk looked up at me with sympathy in her eyes before handing me a late pass it's weird but ever since he left people some how just knew, he stopped coming to school but never actually withdrawaled they knew he left without saying anything to me and they all felt sorry for me I don't really know why though because in their eyes it's just another break up. Although him leaving is out of the ordinary, but nothing else happened. I hear them whisper about me and him behind my back, now a days it seems like everyone knows who I am. But I still had hope, hope that he was gonna come back; he might just be out trying to find himself. I just hope whatever he finds that he can find me again.
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It was still first period so I walked towards Mr.Hendrickson's class 305 he was my ap chemistry teacher and well he was a bit of a but head. I just walked in silently and went to sit at a desk in the back of the class. There was only 10 minuets left so I didn't see the need to get out my notebook, plus by the looks of it he was done teaching but he still had today's notes on the board so I snapped a picture of it on my iPhone 7 Plus in rose gold before adding it to my favorites. I would most likely forget to copy them down later but Yano might as well pretend like I was going to do it.
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After the bell rang singling class was over I walked to my locker and saw that Mary was waiting for me. Mary has been my best friend since kindergarten, we're practically inseparable. Although lately I haven't been the best friend ever I've apologized for it multiple times but she always just says she understands. She smiled at me brightly
"Hey Gorgeous,You look so cute today I swear you need to start dressing me again."
I looked down at my outfit not impressed

It was simple, a cute bralette and some shorts,yet I accepted the compliment with a smile.
"Thanks beautiful and I told you just FaceTime me any morning and I'll help."
She laughed before dragging me to our next class- Ap Psychology. The only academic class we had together considering Mary didn't like Ap classes and that's all I was in. We walked in a little early causing Mary to start talking about all the latest drama at school she kindly left out anything that was said about me, like she does everyday. I wasn't really listening until I heard "...hot new boy." I stopped her quickly hope rising inside.
"Wait what. What was that about a new kid?"
"Yea didn't I tell you? He's so cute I've already seen him but I think he's off limits cause he hasn't hit on anyone yet and there's a lot of pretty girls here but i don't know maybe he's just shy oh but with that body I don't think you can be shy maybe.." I cut her off with my hand because trust me that girl could ramble for hours. "Oh, yea he's probably just nervous" The hope I previously had vanished, if she would've saw that it was Jake she would've texted me immediately. I was stupid to think he would come back so soon. But he is coming back just..not yet.