Nah

Truth

  Baekhyun walked into school on Monday morning. Yesterday was rough, he threw up non stop and couldn't stop those haunting memories of what he might have done Saturday night from springing into his mind. He had wished Chanyeol was there to hold him and make him food but he knew he could depend on him for everything.
He walked down the hall to music class and felt someone tug his arm. He turned around to see Luhan. "What's up?" He asked.
"Oh my god, Baekhyun! I can't believe you!" He said, smiling and playfully slapping his arm.
"What? What are you talking about?" Baekhyun said, giving him a weird look.
Luhan rolled his eyes. "Saturday! At the party?"
Baekhyun shook his head. "I don't remember one thing from that night." He sighed. "Why, did I do something embarrassing?"
Luhan looked over his shoulder, spotting something behind him. "I'll just talk to you later."
Baekhyun nodded. Luhan scuttled away quickly and Baekhyun turned around to continue walking to class but bumped into a hard chest. He stepped back, dazed and looked up.
"H-hey Baekkie." Chanyeol said, smiling down at him. Jongdae was standing beside him, smirking in a weird way.
"Hey Channie!" He said happily, leaning forward to hug his tall friend. He frowned when he felt Chanyeol tense and hesitantly hug him back.
Baekhyun pulled away. "Are you ok?" He asked, concerned.
Chanyeol laughed nervously. "Yeah, Baek! I'm fine. Were you ok yesterday?"
Baekhyun pouted. "I threw up a lot."
Chanyeol grasped his shoulders. "Baek! You were puking and you didn't call me?!"
"It's ok, I didn't want to bother you." Baekhyun insisted.
Chanyeol huffed. "You really think you would have been bothering me? The thought of you throwing up all alone while I was sitting at home isn't comforting!"
Jongdae rolled his eyes. "You two are weird. We gotta go to gym, Yeol."
Chanyeol nodded, still looking at Baekhyun worriedly. "I'll see you later, Baek."
Baekhyun nodded. "Ok." He said and walked away, down the hall, Chanyeol staring after him.
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Jongdae watched Chanyeol stare longingly after Baekhyun.
"When are you gonna confess to him?" Jongdae asked, leaning against a locker.
"As soon as I can." Chanyeol sighed. "I-I don't know what I'm gonna say.."
"Just be blunt. You don't have to write a poem or any dumb shit like that. Just tell him you love him."
"I-It's not that easy!" Chanyeol sighed.
"Did you dump Tiffany?"Jongdae asked.
"Yup." Chanyeol said, wincing at the memory. He had called Tiffany last night and told her there was someone else. He knew it was an asshole thing to do, break up with someone over the phone but the thought of being with someone else while being in love with Baekhyun was unbearable. She had cried but since she was a pretty understanding person she didn't give him too much shit about it. She had asked to know who it was and Chanyeol had told her. Tiffany had always been kind and loyal even if she was annoying. He was relived she was happy for him. The breakup didn't go nearly as bad as he thought it would.
Now his goal was to tell Baekhyun how he felt without ruining things. Exactly how he was going to do that...he had no clue. But if things went his way he would be Baekhyuns boyfriend in a matter of time.
Jongdae patted him on the back. "Let's go, we're gonna be late."
They managed to get to gym on time for once. They walked into the locker room, looking around.
"Where's Jongin?" Chanyeol asked.
"Is that him over there?" Jongdae said, pointing to a row of lockers. Jongin was leaning against a locker, already dressed in his gym clothes that consisted of a black wife beater and basketball shorts. He seemed to be talking to someone animatedly.
Chanyeol craned his neck to see who he was talking to. All of Jongins attention was focused on a short boy with dark hair and big eyes who was pulling his shirt off. Jongin poked as his bare sides, laughing and the boy swatted his hand away playfully. Was that Kyungsoo? Since when was Jongin and Kyungsoo friendly? Chanyeol shrugged and went to his locker with Jongdae to get dressed. Jongin walked over to them smiling.
"Getting friendly with Kyungsoo now?" Chanyeol asked, pulling his gym socks on.
"W-what? Oh you saw."
"Yeah. When did that happen?"
"I hung out with him at the party. Turns out he's not as shitty as I thought."
"So will you quit calling him and Baekhyun a nerd now?" Chanyeol asked, glaring.
Jongin rolled his eyes. "I guess so." He smirked evilly. "How's Baekhyun? Have you kissed him again yet?"
"Shut the fuck up, Jongin. It has nothing to do with you." Chanyeol said, tying his shoes and walking past him to the gym.
Of course Jongin kept talking. "How was he? He must have been good to have given you a boner."
Chanyeol picked up a basketball and chucked it at his head. Jongin fell to the ground yelling in pain. Kyungsoo ran up and helped him to his feet as Chanyeol laughed and pointed. Jongin gave him the finger and marched off with Kyungsoo, his arm around the smaller boys waist.
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Baekhyun walked down the hall to go to lunch. He was humming to himself when an hand grabbed his arm roughly and pulled him into the nearest bathroom.
"What the heck?!" Baekhyun exclaimed, thrashing around and trying to hit his attacker. He breathed a sigh of relief when he saw it was just Luhan.
"Lulu! You scared me!" Baekhyun exclaimed, rubbing his arm where Luhan had latched onto him tightly.
"Sorry, Baek. I told you I had to talk to you later, didn't I?" Luhan said, turning to the mirror to evaluate his appearance.
Baekhyun crossed his arms. "What is it? I'm hungry, I wanna go to lunch."
"Baekhyun, do you really not remember one thing from that party?" Luhan asked, brushing his bangs to the side before facing Baekhyun with a serious expression on his face.
"I-I mean there's little bits and pieces, but nothing too clear..." Baekhyun replied nervously.
"I see. So what exactly do you remember? Do you seem to recall making out with anyone?"
Baekhyun furrowed his brows. "U-uh I might recall something a bit like that.."
Luhan leaned back against the sink. "Do you remember who you kissed?"
Baekhyun squeezed his eyes shut and tried to remember a face. He shook his head, not being able to picture anyone. He could only remember a soft pair of lips on his own and a wet tongue sliding against his. He had hoped the memory wasn't correct but it now seemed that it was. Which probably meant the blowjob in the car memory was real too. Baekhyun felt like curling up in a ball and crying for a thousand years. "I-I don't remember a face." He said, running a hand through his hair. "Lulu, do you know?"
Luhan sighed and nodded. "I was there when it happened. You were dared to make out with him." He patted Baekhyuns shoulder in comfort.
"W-well who was it?" Baekhyun asked cautiously.
"I'm actually surprised he didn't tell you yet. Baek, it was Chanyeol."
Baekhyun froze. Hold up. What?! Chanyeol?! He felt his heart beating a hundred miles per hour as he put his face in his hands. Was the car blowjob memory Chanyeol too? Baekhyun felt anger boiling in his chest. Why would Chanyeol keep this from him?
"L-Luhan.." He said, his voice sounding pained. "W-what happened after the kiss?"
"Hm after? He left with you."
"H-he took me home...in his car?"
"Well Sehun drove me home and Jongin drove Kyungsoo. So yeah he definitely drove you home in his car. Why do you ask?"
Baekhyun leaned back against the wall, rubbing his temples. "I-I have a memory of being in a car.."
"What happened?" Luhan asked looking concerned.
He stared at his feet, unable to look Luhan in the eye. "I-I think I gave someone a blowjob.." He said quietly. He glanced up and saw Luhans wide eyes and shocked expression.
"B-Baek! It couldn't have been anyone but Chanyeol..y-you were with him the entire time!"
"Shit." Baekhyun muttered. His head hurt. Luhan looked at him worriedly.
"I gotta go, Baekhyun." He sighed. "Good luck with this." Luhan gave him one last glance before walking out. Baekhyun leaned over the sink, tears of frustration welling up. Chanyeol was his best friend. He was sad that he kept something so big from him. They had always trusted each other, never lied or kept secrets. He understood it was a hard thing to say but the right thing to do was to tell him. Baekhyun didn't know how he felt about what happened between them. He knew Chanyeol wasn't gay so he didn't understand why he'd allowed them to do sexual things together. There was no way Chanyeol was drunk cause he had driven. Plus he wasn't hung over the next day. Nothing made sense!
He sniffled and wiped his eyes with his shirt sleeve.
"Baekhyunnie? Are you ok?" A familiar voice said. Baekhyun jumped when a warm hand reseted comfortingly on his shoulder. He turned around and saw that last person he wanted to see standing in front of him.
"Baekkie! Why are you crying?!" Chanyeol asked, pulling Baekhyun against him and nuzzling his hair. Baekhyun was at a loss for what to do. He knew he had to bring it up. It was now or never.
"C-chanyeol.." He said, looking up at his tall friend. "Is there s-something you're not telling me?"
Chanyeol gulped and avoided eye contact. "B-Baek.."
"I talked to Luhan. Don't lie to me." Baekhyun said desperately.
"I-I didn't know how to tell you.." Chanyeol said, tightening his grip on Baekhyun. Baekhyun squirmed, trying to get away but Chanyeols grip on him was like iron. He glared at Chanyeol for the first time in his life.
"C-Chanyeol. How could you keep a secret like that? I-I feel gross! We..did things and I had no clue...Chanyeol, you should have said something!" Baekhyun said harshly. He felt a twinge if guilt when he saw tears well up in Chanyeols eyes. Chanyeol had seen him cry countless times but this was the first one he'd seen his best friend shed a tear. This was also the first time one had ever been angry at the other.
The taller boy took a shaky breath and lightly pressed his forehead against Baekhyuns. "B-Baekhyun I was thinking about our friendship...I-I didn't want to make anything awkward."
Baekhyun felt his anger raise a level. "Chanyeol! What's going to hurt our friendship is keeping huge secrets like this!" He exclaimed in frustration.
A tear streamed down Chanyeols cheek and Baekhyun couldn't look. "I-I know that, Baek. I was planning to tell you myself the next time we were alone..I-I didn't think Luhan would do it before me."
Baekhyun pressed his face against his chest and breathed in his familiar scent.
"B-Baek..there's another thing I wanna tell you." Chanyeol whispered.
"What is it now." Baekhyun said, his voice muffled by Chanyeols shirt.
Chanyeol took a deep breath. He knew this wasn't the ideal situation you should tell someone you love them in but he felt like it was right for some reason. "I-I think...I think I love you." He felt Baekhyun tense in his arms. "No. I know I love you. I love you Baekhyun."
Baekhyun raised his head to look into his eyes. "O-of course you love me. We're best friends. I-I love you too."
Chanyeol shook his head, brushing Baekhyuns hair out of his pretty eyes. "No, Baek. That's not what I mean. I'm in love with you. I wanna be with you forever. Don't you get it?"
Baekhyun felt lightheaded. He was worried Chanyeol could hear his heart beating. "Y-you mean..like a boyfriend kind of love...?"
Chanyeol nodded, giving him a sad smile. A dark blush arose on Baekhyuns cheeks.
"W-what about Tiffany?" He asked, his voice shaky.
"I broke up with her. For you." Chanyeol replied, nuzzling Baekhyuns soft cheek and pulling him impossibly closer.
"C-Chanyeol..." He whispered.
"I'm sorry, Baek. I'm sorry for not telling you. I'm sorry it took me so long to realize how crazy I am for you. I'm sorry."
Baekhyun rested his head against his chest again and smiled secretly down at his feet. "I-I'm not sure yet, Chanyeol. B-but..I think I might love you too." He glanced up to see Chanyeol smiling warmly down at him. He gently lifted Baekhyuns chin and leaned down to place a soft kiss on his lips.
"We can take it slow, Baek. We'll only do what you're comfortable with." He said sweetly. Baekhyun was pretty sure his face was as red as a tomato but he leaned up and kissed Chanyeol again anyway. His arms snaked up to rest on his broad shoulders as they moved their lips slowly and carefully. Chanyeol experimentally licked at Baekhyuns bottom lip and sighed in satisfaction when the small boy parted his lips, allowing him to slide his tongue inside. Baekhyun tasted sweet just like he remembered. He licked eagerly around his mouth, sliding his tongue over the smaller boys and moving his hands to grip his round hips.
For Baekhyun this was an entirely new experience. He was nervous to feel Chanyeols skilled tongue against his inexperienced one but it felt good and he found himself embarrassingly moaning and whimpering softly into the kiss. Chanyeol seemed to be spurred on by his little noises and Baekhyuns eyes shot open when his big hands moved to cup his butt. Chanyeol sucked on his tongue and Baekhyuns eyes drifted closed again, sliding his hands up so he could tangle his fingers in Chanyeols brown wavy hair.
Chanyeol lifted Baekhyun up onto the sink, Baekhyun wrapping his legs around his waist as they continued the assault on each other's mouth. He left wet kisses and love bites down the smaller boys pale slender neck, running his tongue over the soft blemish free skin. Baekhyun was mewling pleasantly and Chanyeol was painfully hard. He ran his hands up those plump thighs, squeezing them through the tight jeans Baekhyun was wearing. "B-Baek.." He stuttered as Baekhyun pressed quick kisses to his lips and around his face. "I-I wan-"
They were interrupted by the bathroom door swinging open. They froze, Baekhyuns legs were still wrapped tightly around Chanyeols waist as he sat atop the sink and Chanyeols hands were still gripping his thighs, his tongue deep in the other boys mouth.
"Oh. Sorry to interrupt." Jongin said, standing in front of the bathroom door, wearing a shit eating grin with Jongdae giving a thumbs up behind him. Baekhyun pulled away and hid his face in his hands and Chanyeol sighed in annoyance, pulling the boy off the sink and into his arms.
"What the fuck, man?" Chanyeol spat.
Jongin in held his hands up defensively. "What? We just had to take a piss. You're actually lucky it was us and not a teacher or something."
"No. Id be lucky if it was just Jongdae. It's pretty unfortunate that it's you."
Jongin scoffed. "If I didn't just catch you feeling up Baekhyun I'd say you have a crush on Jongdae."
"No. I just favor him over you." Chanyeol said shrugging. He kissed the top of Baekhyuns head and bent down so his lips were level with his ear. "Meet me outside after your club, ok?" He whispered so only Baekhyun could hear. The smaller boy nodded silently. Chanyeol pecked his cheek and Baekhyun fled out of the bathroom, avoiding eye contact with Jongin and Jongdae.
Once the door shut behind him Jongdae smiled wide. "Did you tell him?!"
Chanyeol blushed and nodded. "H-he said he might feel the same.."
Jongdae gave him a high five. "Wow! Congrats man!"
Jongin frowned. "Am I missing something here?" He asked.
Chanyeol rolled his eyes. Jongdae shrugged. "You might as well tell him, everyone will know soon."
Chanyeol sighed. I just confessed my love to Baekhyun. What you just so gracefully walked in on was our first ever loving makeout session. Thanks."
Jongins jaw dropped and Chanyeol rolled his eyes, pushing past them to exit the bathroom.
He smiled to himself as he walked down the hallway. His head was in the clouds so he turned and entered an empty class room instead of a cafeteria. He blinked, realizing he was in the wrong room and frowned when he heard soft moans and groans. His eyes widened when he saw an oblivious Sehun seated on the teachers spinny chair with..Luhan?
Luhan was kneeling on the ground, in between his legs and Chanyeol decided he had seen enough and fled out of the room before they could notice he'd walked in.