hope is all we need (niall horan fan-fic)

hey there as you can probably tell I am new here and this is my first story hope you like it and don't forget to vote and comment it will mean a lot to me :)

HOPE P.O.V

everyone has their own story right, some are better,  others not so much and sadly I'm one of them.

   My names hope, my mom called me that cause she never wanted me to forget that there's always hope in this world and to never to lose it, but sadly I failed.

   Everyone has to fake a smile sometimes right, but sadly I have to do that every day, replace the sadness and tears with laughter and giggles, luckily no one has been able to see through it and no one ever will. I try to act happy and sometimes I actually am happy and thats what I don't understand I have no reason to not be happy I live in a nice complex in the middle of london with my best friend, I have a steady job.  I should be happy right? but thats what I'm trying to figure out and  havent been able to find the answer to all these questions until some i meet some certain irish bloke.  will he be able to help me or be like everyone  else and leave me on my own .