hope is all we need (niall horan fan-fic)

you have to be kidding me

"if we're causing trouble we can leave" liam said

"yes" I shouted at the same time that hazel said no I glared at her as she was giving a flirty smile to them "you guys are welcomed to stay as long as you need right hope" she gave me the you-better-agree look I rolled my eyes at her "whatever" I mumbled as I made my way to my room I slammed the door really hard to make it clear that I was really pissed.  Can this day get any worse I thought as I threw myself on my bed

I  heard a  soft knock and a certain Irish voice throughout it

"Hope can we talk"

and apparently this day can get worse.

"what do you want"

"I just want to talk, c-can I come in"

 

he takes my silenece as a welcoming although I wish he would have taken it the other way around.  I kept my head buried in my pillow as I felt the side of the bed dip next to me

"hope"

"what" I said but was probably muffled and sounded like fwattt due to my head still buried in my pillow.

"look at me" he said as he removed the pillow from my head slowly I lifted my head to look at his eyes .

" what do you want,  why'd you follow me to my room if you wanted to see if I'm okay I am now leave my room before I kick you out with a bat" I know I'm being cold and mean but I just really want to be left alone and having a member of the band that you are not quite fond of is not helping at all.

"actually I just came in here to ask you, why do you hate us so much,  we haven't even done nothing to you and you are so rude to us" he was looking at me with those big puppy eyes of his which was not helping on keeping up the frown on my fac- wait hold the fudge up puppy eyes!? what the hell did that cone from I am not one for sappy pet names,  why the hell did I just think of niall's mezmering eyes so sweet & inocent look- oh my god andd I need to stop talking,  well thinking or you get me.

I groaned and rubed my face with my hand. " I dont hate you" I paused to look at his eyes light up ,how can i put this nicely god,  "I'm just not very happy about your guys existence"I muttered and just like that all the light and hope that once was full in nialls eyes drained and were replaced by hurt and anger. "fine but just so its clear i tried being nice and actually get along but with your bitchy attitude its impossible to get along" he practically  spit in my face and with that he left my room slaming the door so hard that the floor practiaclly shaked. If that was somone else I would've  just rolled my eyes and continue with life but in this case its weird because as I watched niall leave I felt a sharp pain in chest and the urge to cry.  Something I havent felt in ages as it seems and I am not liking at all where this might lead to. i wouldnt want the past to repeat itself once again 

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heheleftitonacliff hanger #sorrynotsorry.

anywhooo once again soo sorry for the late update.