Sometimes being strong is not about being brave and smiling all the time. Sometimes it's about acting as if you're the happiest person in the world. Sometimes it's not about holding everything together when everything around you is falling apart.
Sometimes you got to be humble to yourself, swallow your pride, put your brave face away and breakdown.
Hug someone who loves you as much as you love them. Have a good cry, wash out your heart. If you keep it inside it will tear you apart. Get a route, be mad, lean on someone, and take it out. Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see life with the Clearview again. But remember this;
Don't you ever give up.
You got this!