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(Luke's POV)

I wake up feeling the warm body next to me. Feeling their body heat fill the bed. I slowly take the image of my scenery. I notice I'm currently in my boxers. I look under and see she is just in socks. I quickly make my way towards my pants. Picking up all my pieces of my outfit.

Arzaylia didn't wake up with any movement I made. I slowly made my way to my shoes. I look at her one more time before walking out. As I'm walking down the hall to the elevator I feel my head stinging and thumping with every step I made. Slowly I found myself stepping into the elevator. Quickly pulling out my phone I called Calum. "Hey mate. Can you pick me up from Arzelea's?" I asked in a hushed tone.

"Yeah. I'll be there in a minute." He sighed and hung up. I then made my way to the lobby. Seeing as Calum hadn't quite came yet I decided to just mope around. I started to think back to when I began to screw up. Why was I such a mess up?

"Hey Luke you gotta be more careful man. You can't just go going around screwing girls you don't even know. Specially fans. Your image might be broken." Ashton warned me. I began to open my mouth to speak.

"No..look. I know what I do. Okay. I do everything cuz I waunt' to mate..." I paused feeling the burning sensation in the back of my throat. I start to look at him trying to steady myself.

"Your 17 man. You need to calm down! You need to take this seriously cuz once your 25 you won't have a voice left cuz of all the junk you give your vocal chords!" He spoke near yelling.

"Oh ma gaud...I knooooww..I'm not a child anymoo. So just turn back round and leave. I'm good. Anyways the girl left." I slurred trying to keep my balance. Slowly Ashton started to nod his head.

"Why are you like this mate? Why can't you listen to your mum. anyone for that fact? Why are you so stubborn?" He asked. Waving his arms around getting more frustrated with me. Seeing as I started to cry I wiped away the tear and began to respond back.

"Well..why do I have scars on my arms? Why do I feel like shit all the time. WHY DO I HATE WHAT I SEE IN THE MIRROR." I screamed.

"Shut the hell up!! Don't scream! I don't care. I don't want to know your problems..because honestly we all have them! And that's just life..cuz life's a bitch...I know your hurting but man get your life together. Get all your life together." He then got angry and stomped away slamming the door behind him.

I began to feel the tears stream down. Quickly whipping them away aggressively. I walk towards my drink and start to gulp it down. Feeling it burn in the back of my throat. Slowly stumbling to the edge of my bed. Throwing the glass bottle at the wall with frustration. I feel the heat my tears are producing. When did I get this bad? When did I die and become a monster?

I then began to walk around the parking lot trying trying to see if I found Calum yet. I pulled my jacket tighter together seeing as it was getting a bit chilly this early in Cali. I then saw him turning around the corner. Quickly shuffling to where he was. I took a couple steps to where he had stopped. I opened the door and hoped into his Black Cruz Chevrolet.

"Don't ask..." I quickly stated. He just looked at me and shook his head.

"Okay..but you should really-"

"I said don't tell me anything." I had cut him off. I didn't want to hear it.

"All I was going to say is put your God damn seat belt on!" He raised his voice. I quickly put the belt on and began to go on my phone. Being welcomed by 35 text messages from Santa..just kidding Arzelea was just amazing right. I then ignore them all knowing it wasn't the best option. Yet I didn't want to be rude. My head then felt a sharp pain and I quickly put my phone away. "You okay mate?" Calum asked.

"Yeah..it's just this stupid hangover. I should be use to them but I guess I'm not." I reply looking out the window. I then spot a billboard and fine a gossip page. In bold letters it said 'Rouge gone wild?' Then it showed a website for more info. "Hey do you remember Rogue?" I asked wanting to get my mind off of my headache.

"Yeah? She was really nice..nothing like what the pops say. She was my best friend...and it's sad that happened. But she kinda just shoved me away. I don't know why though. But anyways I guess that's society..their main goal is to make a monster..but yeah I feel bad for her and. I still kinda miss her...actually I miss her a lot. I think we all do..I mean excluding you of course" He states while making a turn.

"Why?" I asked not knowing what he spoke of. I didn't even remember when Rogue use to hang with us. I guess he was right about he whole me not missing her.

"Oh..you didn't hear.?" He asked.

"No Calum I haven't this is why I'm asking you. Because if I'd already've known then I wouldn't ask.." I reply sarcastically and a bit annoyed.

"Oh her-" my phone started to ring and cut him off.

"Hold up..Mickey is calling." I then answer the phone. "Hello?"

"Hey..are you guys almost back at your place?" Mike asked.

"No we almost are why?"

"What did he ask?" Calum asked while he turns into my driveway.

"Nothing." I state.

"What?" Mike replied.

"OMG NOTHING. Calum was talking to me. Look just text me I'm home. And don't call me because I have a terrible headache. Calum then parked the car. He looked at me with worried eyes. "What?!" I question. As I shout a bit.

"Nothing..I was just wondering what happened to my best friend..cuz he isn't the person standing in front of me." He then began to open the door and get out of the car closing the door a bit to hard.

"What ever..I could care less." I mumble underneath my breath. I walk out feeling the fresh air sweep across me and fill me up. I take a deep breath trying to calm down. I then follow Calum to my apartment. When I open the door I find Micheal and Ashton sitting in the chairs to my counter. I slowly turn around the corner saying. "How the hell did you guys get in?" When I turn completely I see my manager standing there. "Oh hi..Adam." I state. Trying to straighten myself up so he wouldn't see through me.

"Luke we need to talk." He then grabbed my wine bottle and poured it in a glass.

"Wha..what happening?" I ask. Getting a bit worried.

"Oh..nothing. I just am worried about you Luke. I'm worried that your throwing your talents away. With all the alcohol and smoke that your consuming." He then finished the last drop and began to speak again. "I need you to get back on the road. Get back on track. I'm sending you to a place where you won't be able to party as much." He then began to pour another cup of wine.

"Where?" He asked.

"Chicago Illinois..well a small village in the suburbs. Nothing ever happens their...your leaving tomorrow at 4am so get some sleep." He then finished the drink and put it down with a clump sound. He then began to walk towards the door. "Good luck." He then winked and walked out. Leaving me with my band mates. I then turn slowly and start to open my mouth to speak. What to even say..I'm speechless.

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Okay hey guys!!! Again no shade on Arzelea it's all just apart of the book. I hope you guys are enjoying this book as much as I'm enjoying writing it. Okay so many of you are asking about the songs on top. So you play them while your reading. I find that when you listen to the music and read it gives it more feelings. But yeah. There's more to come k bye!!

P.s don't get really mean and say shit about how I'm a snake or like to throw shade. Cuz I don't okay I honestly respect all of these people..it's just I like to write and yeah..plus if you don't like to read this then why are you reading it? Also I'm just basing this all off of the songs and stuff they write so yeah.

Bye now!!!