Crushed Life

My Life

Hi ,i am Angie and this is my life. It might sound similiar but lets just say life is never easy. You have to go through stress, depression and hardhips.

I have 5 main friends-Aisha,Kaylee,Leah,Scarlet,Victoria.
All my friends are unique and are amazing. But no one is perfect, not even me!

I am probably the worst friend ever known. I am greedy,selfish and mean. I have done very mean things and regretted doing them the next second.

This book is like my diary entry amd will help me survive the rest of my life. The last book i wrote was 'broken heart' and it was not the best.

My life also includes my biased parents and my brother. Out of all the people i have mentioned ,i am disliked by all. I wish life was not soo complicated.

I have fights every day with my friends and there has not been a single day when i dont cry. At school ,i laugh a lot and make a fool out of myself. I am usually called pscho,crazy, stupid.

But no one knows that most of the times i am acting, to make them happy. I make other people happy when i am not happy.

I am so stressed about life and i usually spend cut myself. But i usually avoid exposing them so i do it during the holiday period where no one can see my cuts on my wrist.

Kaylee thinks i am faking depression but the last thing i want to do is 'fake depression'.

In my opinion depression is not an award for recieveing attention.
Who does that?
But i dont blame Kaylee for thinking that since my friends know nothing about me. If i told them they would probably think i am lying so I never got the courage. My aim of the life is to-be happy,to challenge myself and to be respected. Currently, i have no hope for any of these aims to come true.

My parents never liked me especially after my brother was born. He is ten years younger than me. And my parents laugh at every one of his jokes. They compare me to him. This is my life!

*As i am writing this book, tears are falling*