poetry // thoughts

anymore

we don't talk much anymore.
you changed
you, you are not you.
where's the sweet, respectful guy I always knew?
I guess he's gone now, along with all of our memories.
I wonder if this how you showed to be infront of other people, but I was just too in love to notice.
I should have trusted my friends & what they said about you.
I can't trust you now,
you're rude,
snarky,
sarcastic,
& overall stupid.

it's sad to think that I still care about you when you don't give a damn about me.
I don't love you anymore
I guess that's good,
I'm finally over you.

I still want to be friends, but I don't.
all you make is rude comments to me now.
wait
no I take that back.
I don't want to be friends with you.

I want to forget everything about you & about us.
I want to forget the days at the library,
I want to forget all the hugs & kisses,
I want to forget all the "I love you" 's,
I want to forget your hazel eyes,
I want to forget your white smile,
I want to forget your brown hair,
I want to forget all the pain you caused me,
I want to forget everything you said to me,
I want to forget everything.
I want to forget the necklace,
I want to forget the note,
I want to forget the inside jokes,
I want to forget the countless hours of talking.
I want to forget you.