as a pisces,
i'm thought out to be a
"daydreamer"
and to always
"have my head in the clouds"
but i'm also
"sensitive"
and these are all true.
and sadly,
they do not mix.
i'm constantly thinking.
thinking of
conversations that will never happen,
thinking of
situations that will never happen,
thinking of
you, being happy, with her.
thinking of
you, talking & laughing, with her.
thinking of
becoming a stranger.
thinking of
ranting at her, for talking, to you.
thinking of
all the possibilities of you & her dating.
thinking constantly of
you.
why do I always think,
of you?
why do you come into my thoughts,
& destroy my feelings?
why are you constantly on
my mind?
why do I always wonder,
about what you are doing?
do I still love you?
(I hope not)
& why do I still write about you?
please get out of my brain.
please stop this misery.
please stop.
YOU ARE READING
poetry // thoughts
Poesíaa little look inside my thoughts. not expecting anyone to read, but it's nice to vent. - a story about him.
