Random Imagines

A little too much: Shawn Mendes

Shawn and I have been friends since we were really little.

We've gone through heartbreaks, relationships, deaths, bad times....etc.

we are really close. I have feelings for him though.

I really like him, maybe even love but he was just in a relationship that ended badly.

I'm not there to comfort him this time because his girlfriend cheated on him with my boyfriend.

Since I don't want to talk about it he thinks I hate him and he's mad at me for not being there for him.

A month later Shawn has gotten better but I haven't.

I've tried to talk to him but he ignores me and he won't answer his calls or texts.

I went to the mall today to get a few things and when i went inside American Eagle, I seen Shawn and Matt.

Matt seen me and he waved but Shawn just rolled his eyes.

I walked over to them and Matt hugged me.

"How's it going?" I asked "good, you?" Matt smiled "eh good I guess" he looked at me confused.

We walked out to the food court and sat at a table but then Matt got up to use the restroom.

"Why won't you talk to me?" I asked Shawn then he gave me a shocked look.

"Why! Really!? You were supposed to be there for me when my girlfriend and I  broke up but you weren't there. You didn't call or text or stop by. Nothing for both about 2-3 weeks what kind of BEST friend does that?"

He said loudly and rolled his eyes. "You don't care that's why" he finished off.

"I do care!" I raised my voice

"bullshit" he mumbled.

"I want there for you because my boyfriend cheated on me with your girlfriend. So I didn't want to talk about it with anyone at the moment" I shouted, drawing a bit of attention to us.

"Yeah sure" he doubted.

I got up fast and stormed out of the mall and went home.

All my life people doubt me, they pick on me and no one really noticed me and everyone hates me.

I'm sick of it! My parents don't trust me and hardly notice me.

Now my best friend won't even talk to me and hates me.

I got home and ran up to the bathroom.

I got a hammer from the hall closet and looked at the mirror.

I slammed the hammer on the mirror and it shattered loudly and went everywhere.

I grabbed one of the pieces that feel on the sink and cut deeply on my thighs, wrists, stomach, arms and once on the side of my neck.

Blood was dripping fast and allot was coming out.

I started to feel dizzy and light headed.

I felt my body collapse into the ground then it all went black.

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A/N:
Sorry this was short😛😓

Should I do a second part to this? Comment if I should.

Thanks for reading!!😃