Jessica's p.o.v
My heart skipped, not one, not two but about three beats. My lips began to tremble, jack said that, the exact same thing. He was holding me like this when he said that. But jai said it a lot different to jack, does he mean it?
"I know you can't trust again and you'll probably think I will hurt you, but if you let my prove I"
I cut him off
"Jai, I know you wouldn't hurt me! But I'm not stable for a relationship again, I'm so fragile and broken I"
He cut me off
"I know how broken you are and I can fix your broken heart, like this"
He slowly got my hand and put it on his heart, he closed his eyes and smiled.
"The first day I met you, remember? When we were At that fair, Jodie was meeting Luke for the first time and we both had no idea that one another were going to turn up! I just thought I was going to third wheel!" He let out a little giggle and looked at my hand on his heart.
"Ever since that day, my heart is filled with you, and everything you do. My mind? I literally can't stop thinking about you, I've tried moving on because you were with that boy, but it was honestly the hardest thing ever" he looked back into my watery eyes, he let out a big smile.
"Anyone can tell you I don't mean this, anyone can say I don't love you, but jess, oh jess! I surely do. I've never put someone's hand on my heart and spoke the truth before. You are someone I want to marry and have a little family with!" I slowly smile as he slowly removes the piece of hair which was in my eyes.
"Jess, I love you, I'm willing to wait forever and a day for you"
I stared at him, trying to speak but nothing came out. I do love him, I really do, but I'm so scared! I just..
"Come on, lets go out for a walk yeah?"
"Jess, I'm not dressed!"
He giggled and I stared again at his topless half.
"Neither am I, I can go home to get ready then you got time?"
"Yes, because you take forever you little shit" he got a pillow and chucked it at me as he giggled
"No I don't!" I laugh, he got up and grabbed me. He threw me on the bed and began to tickle me.
I tried my best to hold my laughter and screams in, but they just came out!
All of a sudden, gina walked in.
"Jai I, oh sorry guys!" She began to smile, jai got off me and I stood up, fussing with my hair.
"Was gonna say I'm going out, so the house is free if you want a movie day or something downstairs, I won't be back till tonight but jess could stay if she likes" she smiles
"Do you want to?" Jai asked me
"I don't mind!" I giggle
"I got to go home to change and ill be back over okay?" I kissed jai on the cheek and went down with gina.
I stood by the door and chatted with gina before I went.
"How are you babe?" She asks
"I'm getting better I think, jai is really helping me!" I smile
"You and him have such a good connection, he doesn't shut up about you" I giggled a little
"He truly is amazing" I smile to myself
"Thank you for making him happy jess, i haven't seen him so happy!"
She gave me a big hug, then as I left Luke and beau came.
"Hey jess!"
"Hey Beau! Ill be back now just going to mine" I smiled
"See you in a bit!"
Gina watched me walk off, I give her a little wave.
Later on..
I went back to jai's, he was finally ready. I knock the door and beau opened smiling
"What?" I chuckled
Chapter four will be soon
It gets better aha (: - jess x