Underswap Sans x Reader

Truth and Forgiveness

((Yes I know the cover photo for this chapter isn't Blueberry but I just thought "Eh..why not?" Besides nobody hates good ol' Undertale Sans right? :3))

Blueberry's POV

I wake up from my phone ringing annoyingly. I sit up and grab my phone that was currently charging and looked to see who was calling me, It was Alphys. I let out a small sigh and answer my phone. "Hey Alphys..what's up?" I ask her in a quiet voice sounding totally out of character. "SANS! REPORT RIGHT NOW TO MY HOUSE! YOU HAVE TRAINING TODAY!" Alphys yells through the phone making me mentally scream at her. "OK ALPHYS! I'LL BE THERE IN A JIPPY!" ((Lol no body uses that word in a story xD)) I yell back at Alphys before hanging up on her and getting up. I walk to her house and arrive at the doorstep. Right before I was even able to knock on the door, she came walking out an excited and yet warm smile on her face. "HELLO SANS! READY FOR YOUR SECRET TRAINING?" Alphys asks me in a cheerful voice I let out a small sigh before replying. "Sure Alphys..ready when you are." I say quietly while thinking about the day before. I'll admit that I wasn't feeling like my usual self in fact, I felt..empty inside. "Sans..are you alright?" Alphys asks me in a worried and caring voice. "Yeah..I'm alright let's just get this lesson over with.." I reply back to her before walking into her house without her as I hear her let out a sigh before following me. Today was definitely not my day so maybe it was a bad dream..Why am I saying this? It's because I almost burned Alphys' house down during my cooking lesson, it's also because this morning I didn't even feel like getting up, I just wanted to sleep the day away. I guess a soul really can't be healed after an emotional hit..If you even understand what I mean. I walk home and notice that neither Papyrus nor Y/N are there. They must be on their little "date" ugh. As much as I want to say it..I could never hurt Payrus's feelings. If the guy really loves Y/N that much even more than I do, then I-I won't take Y/N away from him and claim who was rightfully mine at first. Maybe this all just a bad dream? Pfft..If it is then I would like to wake up from it but ad if that's even possible. I grab the doorknob on my door to my room when suddenly I hear quiet sobbing inside. It sounded like..Y/N's.
I open the door with slight hesitation to see Y/N sitting on my bed with a picture in her hands. Silently like a cat, I walk over to her and lean a little over her to get a closer look at the picture. It was a picture of Y/N, Papyrus, and I. The picture was of Paps giving me a noogie (( <-----Don't really give a crap if I spelled that wrong -.-)) and Y/N with a cheerfull and glee smile with one of her hands wrapped around me giving me a side hug as I pout a little at my brother who just smiles happily. I remember that day exactly..It was when Paps and I first met Y/N..Paps and I decided that she was harmless and was full of good inside and would never hurt anyone so, Paps and I, took Y/N out for some fun. There is one moment I remember the most, It was when we played in the snow and I made a snow sculpture of myself while Y/N made snow angels and snow mans. We were all laughing and having fun until Paps threw a snowball at the back of my head or skull. Then all the laughing stopped for a split second until, Y/N and I declared a snowball war against Pap and bulit a snow wall to block attacks. I bulit the snow wall while Y/N made the snowballs. Then our laughters continued as we all threw snowballs at each other until my brother decided to use his magic and throw a giant snowball at me, which in my opinion wasn't fare. I smile at the memory of the thought and unconsciously let out a sigh without realizing that Y/N probably or could have heard it. There was some shuffling around of movement before a hear a bit of a hoarse and yet gentle voice. "B-Blueberry?" I look at her with little expression on my face before sitting down next to her then without warning, she embraces me in a hug. "Y-Y/N?" I barely managed to blurt out as I look at the beautiful H/C girl embracing me. "I-I thought you hated me..L-let g-go you like my brother remember..?" I choke out a little before clearing my throat. "..." Y/N gave me no response for a good few moments. "I was never dating your brother..he's not my type and I know he would never try taking me away from you on purpose..Sans..You're the only one I have ever and will ever love because.." Y/N states softly as she begins to lean in towards my face making me blush from the closeness. "You're the one who stole my soul." She finishes before kissing me gently and lovingly on the teeth making my eyes grow heavy before closing them fully as I let my instincts do whatever as my arms gently wrap around her waist and kiss her back. I honestly couldn't believe myself for actually pulling that stunt off, I guess I was just desperate for a kiss. But, then again I hadn't had a kiss in a day and a half so I guess I have my reasons. I pull away from her and look her deeply into the eyes. "If you love me so much then why did you kiss Papyrus?" I ask her seriously, I needed to know if she really is telling me the truth about loving me because I hate being lied to and I don't want to be hurt anymore than i already have. "The kiss wasn't intentionally for love, He has a crush on a very specific someone and he's trying to make that specific person jealous by acting like he's dating me. So basically the kiss was just an 'act' nothing special. Papyrus wasn't intending on hurting you like this, Blueberry..I was doing this all for him because he's a good friend of mine and everytime I saw you depressed, everytime you didn't even bat an eye at your own brother, everytime you didn't act yourself, I felt my heart sink. It might of hurt you, but It also hurt me mentally." Y/N explains to me truthfully as warm clear tears start to form in her glistening E/C. "I-I'm s-so s-sorry Blueberry..I-I didn't mean to hurt you or anybody.." Y/N says apologetically as the warm tears start pouring out of her eyes uncontrollably and roll down her cheeks as she hugs me tighter. I couldn't help but tear up myself at her state as I hug her back slightly tighter back while running my fingers through her shiny H/L/H/C. ((Hair Length and Hair Color)) "It's alright Y/N, I forgive you, just..warn me next time you do something crazy like that again." I reply to her calmly as her breathing returns to its normal pace and her tears stop pouring out of her eyes. "I-I love you, Sans." She said quietly but loud enough for me to hear as a small smile formed on her lips before she fell asleep on my chest that she had practically pulled into when I hugged her. I let out a sigh and smile softly at her sleeping state before whispering in her ear. "I love you too, Y/N." I then repositioned and layed down on my bed to where she was laying on the two pillows I had on my bed that we were sharing while her body was still close to mine with one of my arms still remaining around her, giving her a half hug as I slowly close my eyesockets and fall asleep having a more dreamfull and peaceful sleep.