Seperate Souls

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((This will be a Blueberry POV chapter only~ Also beware this chapter may give you the feels It gave them to me from just writing It!))

Blueberry's POV

The next morning I wake up to see that I have the sweet and beautiful human in my arms, Y/N. Wait I just called her beautiful that's the first time I've ever called her that before! Well she is pretty though. I get up slowly without waking Y/N up and gently place her head on one of the couch pillows in replacement of my shoulder then head to the kitchen to make some breakfast. Surprisingly Papyrus comes down stairs which I found quite amusing considering the fact that he does nothing but sleep the whole morning away but here he was walking around in his normal clothes attire which consisted of an orange hoodie and some black shorts along with some orange sneakers. I noticed Papyrus walk into the living room so I figured that he was probably just going to watch some TV. I started making tacos while humming my favorite song happily which was called 'Drop Pop Candy'. I finish making my tacos about twenty minutes later as I hear talking and look in the living room to see Y/N and Paps talking about something but I couldn't quite hear them and shrug before placing the tacos on plates and walking over to the two. Once Y/N notices me, she scoots over so that I have room to sit by her. I smile happily at her and sit by her after handing her and Paps their food. I look at Y/N and notice her not acting her normal self as a frown starts to form on my face. "Y/N?" I call her in a worried voice. "..." No reply. I let out a sad sigh and silently eat my tacos before looking at my brother, Paps. "Paps..?" I call him but he ignored me. I felt my eye sockets start to water as I finish eating and get up then put the dishes in the sink after they were done eating. I then walk outside for a walk, I needed a moment alone and I wasn't sure why. Could Y/N be disappointed by the date we had last night? Did Paps say something bad to her? Did she just wake up in a bad mood? A million questions that I had not a single answer to raced through my mind as I began walking in the deep snow, farther and farther away from my house. I decided to do some training with Alphys so I headed to her house.

After a long hour of training or so, I walked home quietly as I realize something. Paps never lets me walk out of the house without him..But today he didn't even move an inch not even a centimeter to come with me! I even asked him a while back why he always follows me and he said that It's because he cares about me so could he just not care anymore? No way..Paps would never stop caring about me..would he?

I make it back to the town and head to my house. On the way there I see Y/N and Paps talking to the townspeople and cracking puns that I can't help but feel jealous over my own brother. What is he doing with MY Y/N anyways? I hide behind the Christmas tree that is sitting outside and watch Y/N and Paps. My eye sockets widen as I see Papyrus, MY brother kiss Y-Y/N and right when that happened I wish I never spyed on them, I wish I never dated Y/N..I'm an idiot! No wonder Papyrus didn't come with me for 'protection' ((No pun intended xD)) because he doesn't care. I get out of my hiding place and slowly walk back to my house then to my room not even caring if Papyrus noticed me walking by or saw me get out of my litte hiding place. All I wanted was to lay down, grab my pillow,shove my face into it, and go to sleep or heck maybe even cry why wouldn't I anyway?

Later I'm woken up by a tap on my shoulder and a voice that sounded like my brother's. "sans wake up." I slowly open my eyesockets and sure enough, It was Papyrus. I sit up and rub my eyesockets but avoid eye contact with Papyrus. "What do you want Paps..It's like 11:00PM.." I ask him rudely while still avoiding eye contact. "i saw you spying on Y/N and I..." He replies in a mutter as he doesn't seem to care that I'm avoiding his gaze. "Mmhm..So?" I mutter in slight irritation that he just had to bring up the fact that I watched him kiss my so called 'girlfriend'. Papyrus lets out a slightly distressed sigh before placing one of his boney hands on my shoulder and by now my eyesockets already had tears pouring out of them. "listen Sans..." Papyrus starts and I couldn't take it anymore as I quickly turned around with anger and sadness in my eyes making the left one glow from the mixed emotions I'm experiencing. "NO! YOU LISTEN!! 'BRO'!!" I yell at my brother realizing I've never yelled at him before but I didn't care at the moment. He knew that I loved Y/N right from the start, when I first met her, I tried to make her laugh like my brother always could. But I was never really the humerous type, I could never get a single laugh out of her instesd It was always just a little giggle at my trying. I tried acting a bit more like my brother but It never worked, I tried being more calm rather than my loud hyperactive self, but she was still always hanging out with Papyrus and never me, most of the time she'd come to visit was just for Papyrus. "YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW! AND THAT'S BECAUSE YOU CAUSED IT!!" I say continuing to yell at him and after the last yell he remained silent until Y/N came barging in and looked at the two of us. I can't tell if she can see the sadness in my eyes or she just doesn't care as she walks over to Papyrus and tries holding his hand, trying to drag him with her downstairs. She doesn't look at me, smile at me, or something that would maybe at least calm me down. Instead she grabs Papyrus's hands and walks downstairs with him and into the living room to watch TV. I sit on my bed silently and mutter under my breath. "Just when I thought that we were so close and that our souls could never seperate or tear apart..She leaves me for my brother and he's had millions of different crushes while me..She was my first. I lay back down and stare at a picture of Y/N and I before my eyelids grew heavy and I fell into a dream less sleep.


((*grabs a tissue* so sad..why did I write this?! *sobs*
Blueberry:*tears up* M-Maddie why? That's so mean on Papy! H-He would never do that! This made me want to see my brother..Error! I want to go back to my universe so I can see my brother!!
Error: ... WhY aM i hErE? aNd nO, sO sOrRy

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