Don't Jump Off yet

Sometimes You wonder, why am I never loved? It will always be a question, for you. Do thy father and thy mother love you? Do they care what will become with thy self?  Ever wonder who is thy swain, who you will be betrothed to?  You at some point wonder..... But Wonder at some point must come to and end. There will always be wrath and fear, love and hate. But sometimes it will just go over the line by a mile. Which causes thy self to sometimes  get very upset and makes thy self want to do things you will  regret.  Sometimes there will even be times were you want to kill thy self, or just end thy life. But, there is a voice inside thy head that stops you from jumping off the chair. There is a tiny voice is thy head, telling not to kill thy self. To block all hatred among you.  Even as days pass you will forgot thy memory but then remember of how the hatred once was, and start all over again. So I leave you with some words not of hope, don't over think what you will do, if the hatred is too much, if you can not control what is beyond your reach, then, it will be time to jump..........