A/n: Abigail is back!
hello my babies.. I really am so sorry for not updating for so long .. it's just that I am on to my studies and I dont want my parents to get dissapointed of my grades sooo... here now is the update...;)
Rin's POV
"What did I just told her?!"
"What did i just do?! "
"Did I hurt her feelings because I left for Australia and did not even let her know?!"
What about my promise to her. . I AM SUCH A BASTARD.. A JERK AND I'VE HURT THE WOMAN I HAVE LOVED FOR A LONG TIME. ..!!
--3rd person POV--
When you reached home you immediately went to your bedroom and took out a blade in your closet.
"If this is what it takes to lessen the pain then I'll just have o do it"..you said to yourself.
Holding the blade in your hand, you slice a cut in one of your wrists and just let the warm blood flow in your arm to the floor. You didn't even care about the pain you felt. You ask yourself why you are so affected about the promise he did not fulfill or is it just because you felt something for him. While wondering you immediately woke up to your real self and just clean up the mess you made. You cleaned and wrapped your bleeding wrist with a bandage and wore your proper clothes and just go out to get some peaceful and alone time..
Your pov
When I finished wearing my clothes I went out to the place where I can be alone..-the seaside
Since it's afternoon already when I walked out of the samezuka academy.. it will be almost nighttime when I go to the Beach maybe I can catch up with the sunset...
While I was walking I noticed that the wind feels so nice it's so peaceful....
"The air is so cool" I said to myself.
"It feels so fresh!".
When I reached the beach I immediately went to the seaside near the water so that I can feel more of the cool breeze and thinking some thoughts..
'I know this feels so peaceful.. but still it is not enough to lessen the pain in my heart.. I guess I'll just make a decision. . That I would stay away from the Matsuoka's for a while I know that I could hurt Gou but I don't want to be reminded of Rin..especially the hair and the eyes'..
A/n: hello guys .. I know this is a short update but I will publish the next chapter tomorrow....
YOU ARE READING
RESTART AGAIN
RandomRIN X READER You were a girl who loves swimming the most with your most known bestfriends: Makoto,Nagisa,Haru (Haruka),and also your beloved crush Rin, Rin Matsuoka. But a time came that he has to go to Australia to study,and he didn't told you. Yo...
