Thoughts on a page

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Behind the straight A's is a girl that just wants her life to end. Her smile is a mask that she wears everyday. She doesn't let anyone see her cry cause she doesn't want to be weak. Because weak isn't acceptable in the society now. She was know as the girl that was always happy but on the inside she was slowing painfully dying. She felt as if your lungs were filling with water and there was no way out. So why not let the water fill to the top? No because she can't she try's to make everyone's life better but her life is an act. One big show that goes on everyday. She wants to cry but no she can't cause she isn't that girl. She at the breaking point. The point were she feels as if the world is falling for life once at her finger tips is gone. Her mind is a mess of feelings and sad thoughts. Why can't she be pretty like the others. Why is she bigger than other girls. She feels ugly in every outfit. She gives up. It was the final step as she looks in the mirror she sees a girl with circles under her eyes covered in makeup. The only thing you could see was the pain in her eyes. Hurt and pain was always in her eyes. Why can't she be her she asks herself. Why can't she be the pretty one the popular one the one everybody wants to be friends with? Why does she always look horrible in pictures? "Your not good enough" runs through her mind every day . She might as well let the water fill her entry body because she can't her life anymore