[TAENYFic] Pretending(Completed)

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"If you don't love me, pretend.
It's like wishing for rain as i standing in the desert."
- A drop in the ocean

I never like her since the first time i saw her. There's something behind her smile that make me feel uneasy.
Her smile seems fake, and her eyes full with intimidation toward everyone around her including me. There were times i saw her smirking at me. Creepy right?
Despite her beauty, i didn't see anything else to admire about her. They said her voice is unique. Low and husky, and alluring. They said, not me. But you know what, she can't control her voice. She often sing off tune or wavering when she tried to hit the high notes. Her voice is not mature enough. For what having a unique husky voice if she can't sing well? And how did i know? Because i was there. We often have same classes to attend, be it vocal training class, dancing class, acting class, and others. I guess i only didn't see her in the English class since i heard she came from USA or somewhere near that before she chosen as one of trainees here in SM entertainment.
Whatever, it's not like we're close or something. We even barely nodding head toward each other if we happened to meet each other in the hallway. Let alone giving a proper greetings. She's a jerk. An arrogant one. And i believe i'm not the only one who think of her like that. Who do you think you are, little missy? We're all the same here. We all just a trainee with the same dream which to be debut as soon as possible. I just hope when my time is come, and i can have my debut as either a solo or member of a group, i won't be in the same team with her. I mean, it's surely will be suck to be 'trapped' with her for years. Even imagining it already terrified me. That's like a nightmare.
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"Kim Taeyeon-ssi, Mr Lee wants to see you in his room." One of the staff who usually managed the trainees' schedule told me one day.
What? Mr Lee as in the CEO and also the owner of SM Entertainment wants to see me? Did i do something wrong? I only met him once. That was the first time i joined this company few years ago as one of their trainee. So what would it be this time?
"Don't worry, Taeyeon-ssi. It's a good news." The staff unnie patted my back lightly before she walks away, leaving me alone with my thoughts. I try to push aside those uneasy feelings and rushing toward Mr Lee's room. I mean i shouldn't be rude by making him waiting for too long for me right?
Once i arrived in front of his office, i knocked on his office door few times before i push the door open. Once i get inside Mr Lee's huge office room, i immediately bow at him and then look around the room while dragging my feet to walk inside the office. Why so many people in here? And wait, isn't that Tiffany? What's happening here?
"Ah, so everyone is here now. Please take your seat, Taeyeon-ssi." I politely nodded at him and trying to find a vacant seat for me. I inwardly sighed when i spotted the only vacant seat is beside Tiffany. It's not that i hate her or what, i just don't really like her.
So i lazily plopped down myself to sit beside her and keep my eyes straight to look at our CEO.
"So you must be wondering why i'm asking you all to gather in here right now?" We all nodded in unison but still keep mum, and pay full attention on our boss.
"I have a good news to announce. Last year, we just debuted our second boyband which is Super Boys. And this year, we're planning to debuted another group, a girlband this time. Me and my team have choose the member of that soon to be debuted girlband, 'Queen Generation'. That's the name of the group. And you girls, Bang Minah, Ahn Hani, Yoon Bomi, Hwang SinB, Tiffany Hwang, and Kim Taeyeon, are those queens we choose. The six of you hopefully will be the queen of Kpop in the future." By now the six of us already have the same look in our eyes which is excitement, and we can't hide it, judging from how wide the smile on our face right now. Even the cold arrogant Tiffany also smiling so wide until i can see all of her white teeth.
So this is it. The beginning of our long journey toward a brighter future. Toward our dream, my dream. Even though my 'nightmare' just comes true, for now i don't care. I'll just pray hard to God to give me strength and patience for i'm going to get stuck with Tiffany Hwang in the same group for God knows how long. Because this good news is just too overwhelming. In a good way. Eomma, appa, your daughter will officially be a singer now!!
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