Mirror (BTS JIMIN)

Chapter : 7 First Time

Asami's POV

I can't believe this. This is a dream. No. This is a nightmare. He knows my secret. Ugh!!!!! Why God why???

"So what's your answer?" He asked.

This punk is just so impossible. How can he ask me out on a date by black mailing me?? This is too much !!!!

"You wanna know my answer." I said and he nodded.

"My answer is NO. I will never go on a date with you. After all the things you did to me. After all the bullying. I thought that even if you never apologize i will try to forgive you for what you have done. But instead of saying that you are sorry, you are black mailing me to go on a date with you. People like you, Playboys likeYou , can never change. Once a playboy , always a playboy and i hate playboys." I yelled at him.

"Oh and if you want to tell my secret to everyone, sure go ahead, ruin my life, i am not scared." I said to him with challenging stare. I pushed him and barged out of the class with my bag and snapback.

He said nothing.

I went directly to my home. Still fuming like an active volcano.

Jimin's POV

I asked her to go on a date with me in exchange of keeping her secret. I know,i know, this is absolutely wrong, but come on, how can i miss this chance. I know she won't agree to this if i had asked her directly because she probably hates me for bullying her. And now that i know her little secret, she has to say yes. I really wanna know her.

"You wanna know my answer." She said and i nodded.

"My answer is NO. I will never go on a date with you. After all the things you did to me. After all the bullying. I thought that even if you never apologize will try to forgive you for what you did. But instead of saying that you are sorry, you are black mailing me to go on a date with you. People like you, Playboys likeYou can never change. Once a playboy , always a playboy and i hate playboys." She basically yelled at me. And i don't know what to say.

Whatever she is saying is sadly true.

"Oh and if you want to tell my secret to everyone, sure go ahead, ruin my life, i am not scared." She said with a feirce look in her eyes.

I am speechless. She pushed me and barged out the class room. And now here i am alone. Again.

Her hurtful words are still repeating in my ears like a tape recorder.

I should've apologised. I should've said i am sorry but my ego won't allow me. I am school's most renowned playboy. Playboys don't apologize.

God!!!! I hate my mixed feelings right now.

No one's ever rejected me. No one's ever said NO.

This is my First Time being rejected and more than feeling angry, i am feeling sad.

And i don't know why?

Asami's POV

I went directly home after the fight with the playboy.

I lay on my bed thinking of my actions. Did i make the right decision of rejecting him and letting him tell my secret.

Well the reason i don't want anyone to know my secret is because it will attract a lot of unwanted attention and i don't want that. When you are the centre of attention,rumors start to spread and sometimes they can be really bad. Trust me I know.

Even though i don't care of rumors and all but sometimes they really hurt. Hey ! I am a human too. I also feel hurt because of words.

I was angry. And decisions made with anger and mostly not good.

But he should have apologised. The thing that pissed me off more than the black mailing was that he never even tried to say he was sorry.

And now i don't feel anger, i feel sad.

And i don't know why?

And soon without noticing, i drifted to sleep.

Jimin's POV

After the fight with Asami. I went home and lay on my bed recalling the scene.

I was confused. So i called Namjoon hyung. He is good with these kind of stuff.

"Hello?" Hyung said.

"Hi hyung, its me." I said trying not to sound dull.

"Yo Jimin ! What's up?" He asked.

"Well i wanted to ask you something." I asked hesitantly.

"Spill." He said.

And then i told him everything. From the battle to the dance studio to the taking off of glasses to the trap to the argument to the black mailing to the rejection. And all the mixed feelings regarding the apology. And he listned carefully.

"What should i do hyung?"  I whined.

"Jimin you got no jams." He said with an annoyed tone.

"Hyung!!!" I whined

"Pabo! She was right. You should have apologised. Look Chim Chim, i get it you are a playboy and you play. But this girls, seems nothing like your stupid fangirls. She seems smart and strong. And black mail was no doubt, a wrong move." He said calmly.

"But what do i do now. I don't wanna look like i am the weaker one because if i say i am sorry now then she'll think of me as a loser. And i am The Playboy. And i am not a loser." I tried reasoning.

"Look Jimin-ah, its up to you, whether you want to apologize or not." He said

"Hmm. Okay." I said and i heard a thud.

"Oh shit." I heard him curse through the phone.

"What happened?" I asked curiously.

"I accidently dropped my laptop and it seems like it's broken. Gotta go shortie. Talk to you later."He said hurriedly and quicky hung up.

"I am not SHORT!!!" I yelled at him through the phone even though i knew he hung up.

I sighed. Now what should i do.