I saw her mouth open but no voice nor sound comes out ,until "Well...." Then she stopped and sighed. I can see that she's getting emotional. My heart is beating so fast because of what her answer would be.
She then continued.
"Well I...... I would love to go home ....but my parents would ask why would I want to go back and I really don't want to tell them what happened earlier....." She stopped again and I again went closer to her. Her eyes are now getting teary. She took a deep breath and continued.
"I'm afraid that they'll get mad at me and I don't know why! My life is.... is.... getting really messed up right now. And I'm already here and there's no turning back nor going home. And lastly, we don't have money for the ticket in case I'll go home. So I'm ..... I'm... Not going home."
I was listening and paying attention to every word she says and when she said that she's not going home I was relieved and I felt a little happy because that's the answer I want from her.
I was patting her back and she suddenly said "Why is my life being like this? This is not what imagined." Then tears were falling from her eyes.
I was really hurt seeing her crying and being hurt. I don't know why!
"Yah yah. Look at me." I lifted her chin up.
Our eyes met again and I felt my heart beating so fast but now faster.
I wiped her tears using my hand. But she kept crying. "Yah! I told you that we're going out to forget what happened and have fun right? But I can see you didn't . Huhuhuhu I'm hurt." I said then pouted.
She then stopped crying and wiped the remaining tears. She gave a small smile. "Yah. Of course I won't still forget it. It's hard to forget it dude. It's like .... You know .....a break up. Hahahah. Just like what I told you. Everything takes time. Just be patient."she then looked away.
"You're right. It's kinda hard to forget. But did you enjoy this day?"
"Yeah of course dude I enjoyed this day despite of what happened." Then she smiled but her eyes are still teary.
"Good! Hahahaha. You know you're lucky because you went out with one of the handsome and cute guy in Korea and the Golden Maknae. You know the guy called Jungkook." I said jokingly. She then laughed so hard.
"Jinjja (really)? Well I'm really lucky! Really really really lucky!" She said sarcastically.
We were still talking and learning more about each other. Then it was getting dark already.
"Hey I think we should go home now. It's getting dark already." I told Jae.
"Yeah you're right. I didn't realize it! Haha."
"I'll drop you off in where you are staying."
"Just drop me off at Spicy Bowls. I'll go home with Hyeon and Hanbyul."
"Oh okay." I really would like to know where she lives. I don't know why. Don't think that I will stalk her! Well maybe! Ahahhahah.
Spicy Bowls
"Jungkook thank you thank you so much for everything! I'm really thankful that I have you as my friend."
