'Kaisoo, Kaisoo, Kaisoo. That's all they want.''I hate having to see my Kyungsoo hug another man, just to make the fans happy.'
'I've tried to show the fans that I love him, not Jongin. I mean, what more can I do than literally stating that he is my type on live television? Literally saying that he's my favorite person in front of all of them at a concert?'
'What if...what if he starts to like Jongin because of them?'
Those had been Chanyeol's thoughts throughout the whole concert, now they were walking backstage and he couldn't bear to look at anything but the floor. He was forced to smile and look happy no matter what on stage, but when he was hidden from the eyes of the thousands of fans, he could show his true emotions. In fact, the ones he'd been holding in rushed out as if he'd been holding his breath for three hours and finally got to breath.
He ignored all the other smiling members trying to pat him on the back and high-five him for a job well done, fading himself out of the group and into the bathroom. When he'd finally shut everyone away and he was alone, he sat in the far corner on the floor and rested his head on his knees, letting a single tear fall onto the hem of his jeans. "I can't take it anymore," he whispered to himself, "What if I lose him?"
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Kyungsoo walked down the steps from the stage, immediately adverting his eyes to look for Chanyeol. "Hey, good job today," he heard Jongin behind him, then felt a medium-sized hand on his shoulder, "wanna go for some ice cream?" The smaller boy sent him a light smile and pushed his hand away, "No, thanks. I'm looking for Chan, have you seen him?" Jongin looked a bit hurt after being rejected, but answered his question, nonetheless, "Um, I think I saw him over by the restroom."
With that, Kyungsoo made his way to the said area and stood in front of the bathroom door. "Hey Chan? You in there?" He asked through the thin wood with the slightest of a knock, his only reply being a slight sniffle. "You okay?" He worried, opening the door and stepping in. Chanyeol was curled up, sitting in the corner across from the toilet, back moving just enough for Kyungsoo to know that he was crying.
He walked over and sat in front of his lover, taking his larger hand in his own. "Hey..what's wrong?" He felt Chanyeol's hand squeeze his as if holding on for dear life, "K-kyung...you won't leave me, right?" He looked up, tear stains lining his face, "I-I'm sorry if I'm not good enough, m-maybe Jongin would be better, but-" his words were cut off and he felt as if all of time and space had stopped just for them when Kyungsoo leant over and kissed him.
After a few seconds, the smaller pulled back and wiped the tears off of Chanyeol's cheeks, which were pink from blushing. "Chan, I will never leave you," Kyungsoo looked deep into the eyes of the man he loved sitting in front of him, "and you are an amazing person. Also, you're right, you're not just, 'good enough,' you're the greatest thing that's ever happened to me. You're my moon and my stars, my whole universe, and I couldn't live without you." A wide smile formed on the taller's face. "Now if it's about the Kaisoo thing, we can change their views, but you have to promise not to get as hyper as you did last ti-"
Chanyeol's pressed their lips together, once again, "I promise."
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