To see Ariana storm out of the yard because of my announcement kind of hurted me everyone think it's behind Nelly not telling her he was touring with me but I know it wasn't.
I tried calling her phone but with no luck like everyone else we didn't get a answer, nya was the only one to get through to her and she wouldn't tell us where she was or let anyone talk to her. She took Miya and left leaving us all in the dark
Trey I'm gonna go see Ari I'll be back My mom said
Where is she I asked
She doesn't want me to tell you or Cornell y'all kind of surprised her today She said
Let me call her from your phone I said
I don't think now is the right time your fiancé is out here She said before walking away
Helen came and sat next to me
Did they find her yet She asked
Yeah my mom is going to talk to her now I said
Why would she storm off like that do y'all still have something going on
She's mad about her man touring with me and she didn't know about it I said
She nodded her head
I can't wait to start dress shopping I'm so excited She said smiling
I smiled back at her
Even though I loved her I'm not in love with her, I only asked her to marry me because I thought it was the right thing to do with her being pregnant and all. My heart was stuck on Ariana and I couldn't get over the hurt look on her face
I'll be back I said getting up
Where you going Helen asked
To get me a blunt I need to smoke I said
Ok if I'm not here when you get back I'll be at the mall She said
I nodded my head, that was actually a great idea because I was going to find Ari
I walked over to Forrest and pulled him with me
Why are you pulling me for nigga He asked yanking his arm
You can find Ari she answered for you once she'll answer again I said
She doesn't wanna see you bro
Do you think I care what she wants right now I need to see her I said
He shook his head then pulled out his phone
I'm not sure why but I feel like I need to see her to make things cool between us I just got her and my daughter back in my life I'm not ready to lose her again
I'll ride with you come on Forrest said
She told you where she is I asked
Just come on let me drive he said
I looked at him for a minute then gave him my keys. At this point I didn't care I needed her
When we pulled up to Sean's house I cursed myself out I should have known
I got out the car after Forrest and walked to the porch
Sean opened the door shaking his head
Nigga I thought I told you I didn't wanna see her like this again Sean said
I don't know why she acting like this I said
Come on get her out of my house I was in the middle of fucking when she stormed in I'm changing my locks he said
I chuckled a little with him walking in the house
Trey go away Ari said walking up the stairs
Follow her and get her out my house sean said
I walked up the stairs and knocked on the only door closed
Go away please She said
Let me in Ari I wanna talk I said
Trey there's nothing to talk about just go home please
I'm not leaving until you talk to me I said
Sean walked on the side of me with keys in his hand, he unlocked the door and pushed it open
Talk to him so you can GET OUT he said before walking out the room
I walked in and closed the door behind me
I don't have nothing to say to you she said standing by the window
Just listen to me then I said walking towards her
I'm sorry Ari I really am, I didn't mean to hurt you like this. You know how much I love you I don't love her I just wanted to do the right thing I will call off the whole thing with her if you say so I love you I'm in love with you Ariana I never stopped thinking about the day we ran into each other I wanted to be with you and my daughter as a family I want us to be the way we were before without none of the extra shit I just want you I said
I can't Tremaine, I'm not gonna pretend that I don't love you and that I don't wanna be with you but you must love her if you proposed to her don't say you felt like it was the right thing to do, when we were together 7 fucking years and only thing I got out of the deal was a couple stds and a beautiful daughter. You love her you proposed to her and sealed the deal with a child y'all are stuck together forever please just leave She said with tears streaming down her face
Baby please just
Save it trey I'm over this whole thing have a great life congratulations she said walking past me
Ari stop please I said grabbing her hand
She snatched her hand away from me and walked out the room
I put my head against the wall as the tears started.
I couldn't even chase behind her my body wouldn't move
