One direction imagines/preferences

how to save a life

Sad imagine Zayn

How to save a life

"Babe I'm home!," I yelled through the flat. Taking of my shoes and flipped my hair tired  from recording midnight memories. "Babe?" I called out. My eyebrows scrunched together confused at the empty reply.  My feet paded through the flat. Then I saw her. Lying broken.

Sometimes when your in shock your numb. Can't feel your toes or your finget tips. Sometimes when you freeze evry memory freezesin your brain Sometimes when your lanky you throw your arms around not wanting anything refusing the help and confusion. I felt all those things seeing her on the ground with the gun pointing to her head leaving a bloddy mess. I sit on my bed motionless. Haven't eaten in 2 days. Barely a sip of water. The boys were here tryig to lure me out of trance. But I just sit and block there pleads out or my mind. All my mind was thinking was her. Her laugh. Her hair swaying behind her. Her Crystal eyes spilling every moment into mine. Her. We were one. Every problom was spoken no secrets were kept. I haven't cried yet. But I knew it was coming. Soon. The realization will hit me. I wanted to cry. Cry damnit. Yes cry. I wanted to be with her. Once the boys left. I got up and went downstairs. I looked out the window. I heard her calling my name. Then I saw her. Standing in just outside the window. "Zayn please move on please I can't stand seeing you like this," her Angel voice spoke. "Baby I can't," I whimpred. "Yes you can because you would do anything for me just please do it," her eyes swelled with tears. "Why did you do it I-I can't think of any reason just why would you do this to me?" She turned her head then looked at me. "Because Zayn the hate you know that..." she whispred. My heart broke for the millionth time. She stood there pouring her soul into my eyes. "I will always love you ok always I will be there I will never leave your side ok zayn just promise me you will leave mine I know its hard ok I have to go I love you," she said "No please don't go please!" I begged. "I love you forever and always" she crossed her fingers and kissed them. I went to reach for her But a gust of wind hit her leaving me stuck in her fading existence. She dissapeard. Dark showdows of clouds left my brain. Finally realizing she was gone. I will never feel her arms around mine. I sunk to the floor putting my head between my knees. The first tear fell as many others fallowed. Soon I was a wreck missing the dark shodows clouded my brain. I missed her. I screamed out in emotional pain. My hands ripped at my hair. Everything hitting me at once. Losing her is the worst thing ever done. "I love you to forever and always, " I whispred crossing my fingers and then kissed them. She was apart of me then she left she's my missing puzzle piece that no one but her that can fit the only one Who can fill the black hole punched in my chest. I will never be the same. I Zayn Malik couldn't save a life why be one then?...

alright everyone was that sad idk no ok. Lol yeah anyone who has lost someone just please move on its ok to cry bit sometimes your gonna have to face reality love you all

-kayla