One direction imagines/preferences

Love you till the end....

The wind was silent. The town seemed vacant. The darkness was a but to eerie for my taste. But I didn't care. I was dressed in black. My family was dressed in black. His family was all dressed in black.

There's no sun today. No shine. Just little drops of tears that fell from the sky. It's as if god was crying with us.

No tears escaped my eyes. I stayed there blank. I hadn't noticed everyone exactly. All I noticed was a black coffin that he layed in.

I could faintly remember that day. It's as if it was a sweet breeze that quickly swept across my face.

The sobs had grown quiet and everyone stared. The ceremony started as the preacher said all the loving words. But I couldn't bare to listen.

His sisters came up and said a few words. Then his mom. It was my turn.

I took a sharp breath as I winced at the fading memory.

~flashback~

"Aria I love you and have a good day! Call me if you need anything alright love?" Louis voice ringed in my ear.

"Alright!" I yelled at him across the airport.

He looked at me one more time and ran to me.

~end of flashback~

Every step felt like a knife cut me.

Every second was harder to take in. My mind went all dizzy. No tears still. My blank expression stuck to my face. The words of my speech came out slowly. The little microphone stayed in my trembling hand.

When I tried to talk nothing came out. Darkness just over powered me leaving me in the middle of his existence.

I cleared my throat.

"Louis wasn't just my Boyfriend, or my feoncie," I gulped as I clearly remembered him on one knee.

"He was my best friend. He was always there for me and there for everyone. He was different. He cared when you were sad he cared with heavy sympathy, and it was always there when I needed it the most. And now everyone's thinking he will never be there for us we will never see his sweet smile his light chuckle, but that's not true, as I stand here today, I know that he is still with me and us. He still has his arms wrapped around me securely. He is still protecting me and making me laugh.

I can't see him but I know he is here.

And I want to say Louis Tomlinson I love you," my voice spoke dearly to everyone.

I excused my self as I sauntered back to my place.

~flashback~

He ran to me. He wrapped his arms around me as I nuzzled my face in his neck and his face in my hair.

"I love you," he whispered as his voice cracked.

"I love you always," I whispered back my voice cracking also.

"Forever," he replied.

I nodded. After about 3 minuets the attendance voice came on the over head speaker.

"Flight 17 Miami aboard,"

I cried a he wrapped his arms around my neck one last time.

"You will see me in 4 months I promise it will go by as a flash," he reassured me.

"Promise?" I asked.

"I promise," he smiled and kissed me in the middle of the airport.

Then he ran to his plane.

He looked at me one last time and smiled. I smiled back not knowing that was the last time I was going to see Louis Tomlinson again.

~end of flashback~

The boys went up and did there speeches. I didn't bother to listen to those either.

After all the speeches were done I watched as they picked up the black shiny coffin. The boys rested there hands on my shoulder soothing me that I will be ok.

But by the sound of there voices they knew they weren't going to be ok.

I fought with myself. I should have let louis go on the flight with the boys but being my selfish self I had to have him a few more days so he could get a later flight. This is all my fault.

Liam's eyes brimmed with tears same with the rest of the boys. All equally scared frightened sad and mad.

"It's my fault," I whispered so quietly I'm not sure i even said it.

"No it's not your fault it's understandable you wanted him a few extra days you didn't know," Zayn soothed me.

I shook my head and continued to watch.

The men lowered my boyfriend into the dark hold. They filled the hole up with dirt as I caught my last glimpse of the back shiny coffin. Then the dirt cover it all.

He didn't deserve to be there in the darkness of the ground. It should have been me. I should have gone on the plane with him and sat in his seat.

~flashback~

As I got home I turned on the tv.

After a few hours the news came on. Something un expected.

"A flight to Miami crashed down from an unexpected thunder storm. Luckily everyone survived except one." The new reporter shrugged off as if it wasn't a big deal. That was Louis plane. I'm sure he didn't die right? I quickly scrambled to my phone. Right before I could call it rang.

"Hello?" I asked expecting Louis voice.

"I'm so sorry aria but Louis Tomlison died," the voice and the reported said Louis Tomlison died in sync. I dropped the phone. My heart shattered and broke all over the floor. I felt my knees hit the ground as I curled up with the bits an pieces of my fragile heart.

I couldn't remember how long I layed there. All I could remember was they boys loud pounding on my door and they barged in seeing me curled up on the floor. I could see the new stained tears in there cheeks.

They had carried me to the couch. But I would speak a word.

In fact I hadn't spoke a word until my speech.

~end of flashback~

Everyone left there spots as they placed flowers paint he grave.

Then everyone fled the dead cold scene and went home. Finally the boys left after trying lure me to the car. But I refused.

Now that everyone was out of sight, I sauntered over to Louis.

I placed once single rose on top of the other flowers piled up.

I kind of just sat there for a while. Singing softly and cursing at the wind.

I snuggled up the grave and sat there resting my head I the tombstone.

I smiled sweetly and whispered,

"Good night louis I love you,"

And I could promise you I heard him say, "good night aria I love you to,"

And I just pretended we were at home and he had his arms securely wrapped around my waist.

I smiled one more time before drifting off to sleep in a wonder of imagination wishing I would be able to turn back time but knowing I couldn't so I stayed there until I would be with him again.

Love you till the end....

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