☆彡finally after gathering as much information as possible, for the time being, Killua is able to settle down and fine a rational way to help Gon. Right?☆彡
(Killuas P.O.V)
I slowly wake up to a sleeping Gon facing me, he's lightly snoring; I brush my thumb over his cheek as I feel my eyes relax again. What did I do to deserve such an angel?
I slowly get off the bed and get changed before heading to the bathroom to brush my teeth.
As I get back to the room, I see Gon, facing the door with a relived facial expression.
"Ah, you're still here.."
"Well, duh! Why would I just leave you?"
"I don't know... Your warmth was missing and I was worried.."
"Oh please, I would never leave you."
Both of our faces heat up as I say that and just before I can escape the awkward conversation, Gon calls me over.
"Killua?"
"Y-yes?"
"Can you come here a sec?"
"Sure, what is it?"
"Um... It's about what you said earlier... Did you really mean it?"
"W-what do you mean?"
"W-when you said that I... I was your boyfriend...."
'AAAAA HE REMEMBERS?!?!?! NO WAY IN HELL!!! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY/DO TO THAT!?'
I'm still mentally screaming as he said that; I could either play it off as a joke, use it as a defuse excuse or really.... Tell him how I feel...
One of these is not like the other~
I take a big gulp and finally gather the courage to respond..
"T-t-that depends..."
"On what?"
"It- well- I just-. Ya know..."
Ugh!! How do I find the right words to say?!
"Well... If this makes it any easier to explain.... I..... I've liked you... That way... F-for a while now..."
My jaw is dropping so hard you might as well just call skrillex (I'm so sorry I don't even know what I'm doing) first of all, Gon likes me that way, I like HIM that way, and he's all flustered and cute and bluSHING IN FRONT OF ME.
"I-in that case..."
"H-huh?"
I was really hesitant at first... But I brought myself to Gon, and softly kisses him.... I jerked back after a couple seconds with a completely flushed face..
"K-Killua?!"
"I-I-I-I-!"
Before I'm probably going to explode, Gon pulls me onto the bed in a big embrace and I slowly begin to hug him back..
"I'm sorry.."
"Eh? Why?"
"F-f-for kissing you randomly like that..."
"It's ok! I..... Really enjoyed it!"
If it's possible for a human being to turn into a tomato I think I just accomplished it.
He softly kisses me on my forehead and I am now not only internally screaming, but externally too; my throat has never screamed so high pitched my mouth closed before...
I swear, his smile could make flowers grow...
He releases me from his grip and I finally leave the room, my legs still shaking... When I get to my own room I begin to scream and roll just about everywhere...
'OMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFG YES!!!! Y E S!!! DID YOU SEE THAT SHIT?! HOLY SHIT Y ES!!!!!'
I listen to my inner commentary, still cheering myself on, until I hear a knock at my door....
"Yes-!"
"Hey...."
"What the fuck are you doing here..."
"Such a fowl mouth... Mom would be so proud..."
"I said, what are you doing here!!?"
"I came to give you a warning..."
"About what?"
"I told mom about Gon, she didn't sound too pleased... I might have to let time repeat itself if you're not careful.."
I can feel the bloodlust from both of us fill the house... Argh... It's not a good idea while Gon is still in the house... It'll probably either provoke him or frighten him; maybe both...
"Don't come near Gon.... Or I will kill you..."
"Your making mom and dad very proud, growing up to be the heartless assassin they taught you to be.."
"I'm NOT an assassin anymore!"
"Listen killu, you're an assassin... That's all you'll ever be.... Everyone in this world think anyone can be whatever they want, but just as the dreams get crushed by reality, so does their lives; do you understand? You can't and WON'T be anything BUT an assassin, no matter how hard you try.."
"No! Your'e wrong! I can be whatever I want! You, nor mom or dad can stop me!"
"Good luck killu.."
And he vanishes.... I swear, if I could kill my brother, I would... But I can't, there's no way I'd stand more than 30 min in a physical battle...
I need to check on Gon...
"*knock knock*"
I hear a slight giggle which relieves my heart..
"Hehe! Who's there?~"
"Soup!"
"Eh? Soup who?"
Just as I open his door, I bolt in.
"SOUPerman!"
"Pfft! Hehehe! That was a good one!"
Oh god... His smile and his laugh, I can't take it; it's too pure for my jaded soul..~
"I just came to check on you."
"Oh! I'm doing fine :3"
"That's good to hear..."
"Ki~llu~ah~"
"yeees~?"
"Can I tell you a joke too?"
"You don't have to tell me a joke when my life is already one! HAH!"
I slap my knee and look up to a probably mad Gon...
"E-eh? What's the matter? Not your kind of humour?"
"Killua.... Your life isn't a joke... If it weren't for you, I'd probably be dead right now. If you weren't for you, I'd have never met my first best friend and, m-more.../////"
Ok, someone call and ambulance because I swear to god, if he keeps this up, I'll probably have heart attacks daily.
"God dammit Gon..."
I fall to my knees and hands on the ground with yet again, my newfound ability: turning into a fucking tomato...
