Lust, Love is like a Drug

Chapter 1- BEGINNING

Jessi POV

I can smell the breeze passing from the rained grass.

The sun is finally rising, it's consuming me.

The light coming from it, it's resonating.

Sending another new beginning.

I never felt this free in my entire life.

Please don't wake me up.

This feels so good.

BANG!

I heard something, gunshot.

BANG!

Another one, it's creeping the hell out of me.

"TULONG!"

"TULUNGAN MO AKO JESSI!"

"PLEASE!"

Someone's shouting and wants my help but still, I didn't move nor felt sympathy for that person.

I'm letting that suspect kill the victim.

BANG!

BANG!

There, it's done. She's dead.

Here I'm, holding a gun with bloody hands.

Satisfaction filled through me.

Realization came quickly.

I killed myself. The old me. The naive and innocent one.

Now, I'm turning into something.

Maybe dark, maybe not.

A monster.

With a heart?

Jessica gasped. Naalimpungatan ang dalaga.

May mga bakas ng namuong luha sa kanyang mga mata.

Hindi siya makapaniwala.

She never cried ever since nung nawala ang kanyang Papa at ang pangloloko ng kanyang ex.

It's been 5 years.

Everything has changed.

Tumingin ang dalaga sa kanyang cellphone.

5:45 am.

"Right on time" sambit nito.

Tumayo siya agad at nagstretching upang magising ang mga muscles niya sa katawan.

Hindi ganun kalaki ang kanyang kwarto. Sakto lang dahil ayaw ng dalaga ang masyadong magara.

Mayroon itong king size bed at centralized aircon.

Para namang bahaghari ang kulay ng kanyang kwarto.

She did her morning routines and quickly change into her sports attire, jogging is one of her time killer.

Lumabas agad siya sa kanilang bahay at nagjogging.

Hindi maiwasan ng dalaga na isipin ang maaaring mangyari mamaya.

Ayaw niyang mapressure kaya tama lang ang kanyang ginagawa, ang mag-ehersisyo.

Lumipas ang oras at bumalik na ang dalaga sa kanyang bahay.

Hindi na nito kasama ang kanyang ina dahil gusto nito na tumira sa probinsya dahil nandoon ang ibang kamag-anak niya. Si Francesca naman ay pumupunta sa iba't-ibang bansa dahil siya na ang naghahandled ng kanilang business.