Imperfect

Chapter 1

Rose's Point of View

Scared. In panic. Broken glass. That's what I've been feeling for the past few minutes. My name is Rose Smith, a plain name, a plain girl. The day I was actually taken an interest in. There was no warning, that's the actual sad part, I was okay not being known, being completely isolated. I didn't need this, especially not for attention. Everything I have ever thought of myself as being completely re-judged. Like the results of the radiation scanner somehow change my boring personality into this weird lab rat in a laboratory. What did I do to deserve this? I was always a good girl with my average grades, respectful and quiet attitude. Tears poured down my cheeks as I anxiously wait for my parents to rush into the room with open arms and unneeded apologies. That's the last thing I need, people feeling sorry for meand treating me like someone I already know I'm not. I wasn't the most popular girl at Rosewood High but I still had hope for myself in the future... atleast that's what I thought. No university will take me now because of this. I was only 11 years old for crying out loud, I didn't know how to deal with this.

And I don't think I ever will. What am I supposed to feel? Should I be happy? For the little hope I have left, there is no guarantee. Even with therapy, there was always chances that it won't end well, and in this case, the majority of my chances are not in my favor. They never are. Why can't this happen to someone who deserves it like a drug dealer or a murderer? I don't know how much more this I can take until my brain explodes, spiking out it's worthless, empty, pathetic guts onto the floor.

I need to calm down, breeze, in, out, and, out.

AAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Calm down?! I can't calm down, I'm practically going to go bald and die within the next six months. At least, that's what everyone says will happen to me. I don't want to be mad but I just can't help it. Tears well up in my eyes as the reality of the situation slaps me so hard across the face that I literally flinch. Did I really deserve this? That's the only thing I seem to be asking myself. Did I really do something to deserve this without knowing?

I guess I will never know.

While my mind is busy racking my brain out to for all the possible reasons this could be happening to me, my buddy same to create a mind of its own. Sudden job of pain shocked me on my side, severe enough to knock me all the way over. Loud, violent coughs begin attacking my lungs before I finally see black dots clouding my vision. I could hear pendant screams and machines beeping off into the distance. As I begin to close my eyes for what I thought was going to be the last time I heard one last command.

"Fight it!"

And that's exactly what I did. Painfully and so the I began to glow my way outside of unconsciousness. But it didn't last long.

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Hi everyone!
This is the first chapter of my new book Imperfect. I hope you all enjoy it as much as I did writing it for you.

Picture attached is Isabela Moner who portrays the role of Rose. I just thought I would give you all an idea of how I pictured Rose to look like in my mind while writing this.

Thanks so much

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