Have you ever felt that God's being so unfair to you?
Have you ever had that feeling that you aren't welcome in this world?
I never did anything wrong,you thought to yourself.
All my life I have been a good person.I never sinned to anyone.I never hurt anyone.
When you already did every good thing that you could think of and inserted all your best and expect a little positive outcome but still,Nothing Happens.
WHY IS THAT? You ask yourself.
Have you ever felt like Nobody wanted to be with you?
Like they wouldnt want to talk to you?
Like all people are too busy with their own craps that they wont give a damn about you?
Like you think you are all alone because your family makes you feel like,not so special?
WHY IS MY LIFE BEING LIKE THIS?
You ask yourself again.
Have you ever hoped for good things despite all the bad ones that happened to you?Do you still expect that maybe,just maybe,the wheel could get a chance to turn and soon,you'll be on the higher phase of life?That maybe,a glimpse of HOPING wouldnt do any harm?
WHEN WILL I SEE THAT RAINBOW I'VE LONGED LONG ENOUGH?
You ask yourself.
Again
And again
And again
But still, NOTHING CHANGES?
NOTHING CHANGES.
So instead,you feel like drowning yourself 6 feet or maybe further enough inside the deep muddy water.FAR.Far from all the careless people.Far from your doomed world.
Away from everyone.Away from everything.
Because you just felt like fading.
Just felt like giving up.
You just felt like losing all your hopes.
Just felt exhausted from asking all the Whys and Hows and Whens.
YOU ARE READING
Blindfolded
Teen Fiction"It is easy." I've been welcomed by life for almost 16 years and not even a hint of 'easy' had I found dealing with it. Every single thing is crap,bullshit. What could get worse?When could any of these possibly get better?
