*Beau's POV*
"And we're the Janoskians" We shouted to the camera.Me,My two identicalish brothers Luke and Jai,and our best mates James and Daniel aka skip had been doing the Janoskians for about 3 months now.The Janoskians what the hell?Is probably what ya'll are thinking but let me spell it out for you.Just Another Name Of Silly Kids In Another Nation Skip.We all loved making people happy and laugh and also enjoy having fun so we decided to create a youtube gorup to do just that.It's acctually been going pretty great and we already have a bunch of amazing,sexy pretty fans.
"I'll go edit" Luke the editing genius said before leaving to go actually edit.Jai left shortly after on his phone to go to his laptop,probably still on his phone then.That boy has a serious internet addiction. Then James and Skip left to go hanging out at James' and be the weirdos they were.I seriously loved those 4 they were such idiots but so my people.I was finally on my own and happy to be,I sat on my bed thinking about the video we just made and smiling because hopefully somewhere in the world someone will at our video. It was Sunday here in melbourne and that meant school tommorrow,damn.
My smile and happiness went and was replaced with dread and fear.Yeah Im scareof school and you would be too if you got bullied and hated on by everyone.You know that one person that always hate you for no reason?Yeah well thats school for me,everyone hates me for no reason and It hurts. I try not to let it affect me but it does.
I tried not to but the urge was to much,I need to relieve the pain again. I turned to my chest of drawers and opened the bottom drawer.I pulled out a box and opened to find my knife. I tried to resist but couldn't.I picked up my knife and began to cut my wrists and arms. This was the 3rd time today,It started out only cutting myself when I needed a fast release of pain but the more the bullying and hating got the more and more I needed to cut. Just knowing tommorrow was Monday and knowing what was going to happen tommorrow made me scared shitless.I dug deeper and deeper. "Shit" I whispered under my breathe as it got to deep and bled more than usual.I got the towel I kept in my box with the knife and held it tight against my skin.
"Fuck" I again whispered as it hurt like hell. Why do I do this to myself? I need to stop but I can't. I don't want to die,I've so much to live for and so much I haven't done and want to,but I need to release the pain thats inside and this is my only option. I grabbed a big plaster and stuck it on the cut to try to stop it bleeding to much as I'd gone deeper than I thought and wanted it to. 'I'll just tell people I accidentally cut myself when I was chopping fruit for a fruit salad' I thought.It was beleiveable because people know I love fruit salads and to be healthy and I'm a klutz and its something I'd do.
"Beau come check out the new video to make sure you like it!" Jai and Luke shouted to me I quickly cleaned up and shoved the box,knife and towel back in the draw before pulling down my sleeves and going to see the new video.
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'Monday's come quick' I thought pulling myself out of bed,into my uniform then out the door already to go to school,yipee. I arrived at school without Jai and Luke,we might be brothers but they walk with the friends they have.They aren't 'popular' as such but they are liked by several people,hated by a lot too,but liked by some too.I'd say i'm jeleous of them having friends and I guess I kind of am but theres plus points too.
Plus point number 1,No drama.
Number 2, Independence and no one trying to ruin your life,bitch about you etc,etc.
Number 3, No drama. Did I already mention that?
I walked towards school cursing in my head knowing everything thats going to happen. My brothers don't get bullied,if you're wondering.Its a deal I have with them,They started to bully them but I told them they could do whatever to me just as long as they didn't lay a finger on them. I need to protect them and I'll happily take it all for them,they don't deserve any of it. I walked through the doors deep in thought and ended up walking straight into the main bitch of the school who thinks she runs the god damn place.Great!Nice one beau!
"Oh look girls its beau,nice video you updated yesterday by the way,it really captured you're ugliness" She said smugly giving her 'friends' some high fives and smiles,gaining a few laughs.What the fuck was funny about that?
"Hey demi,you watched it,always nice to meet a fan" I said back mirroring her smile back at her.
"Haha i'm not a fucking fan,or whatever you're stupid little 'fanbase' is called" Oh she sis not just insult our fans.
"Don't fucking go there okay,our fans are 100 times nicer than you,for starters they don't bully,they're actually funny and they aren't bitches" I said with the little energy I had,I would usually take it and let her do whatever she wanted to hurt me really but if my family or our Janoskianators are involved then I wont stand for it. She looked a little shocked but quickly took to slamming me against a block of lockers.
My sleeve fell up abit (A/N ~ I don't know if that makes sense but if you've ever had it happen then you'll know what I mean) causing a few of my scars to show.She glanced down at them then back up then quickly back down again as if she was doing a double take. She looked at my wrists for about 2 minutes,still one of her hands on my left shoulder.
I coughed a little to remind her we was still in the corridors,and she was still supposed to be 'bullying' me but somehow the scars on my arms mesmorised her. She looked like she wanted to reach out and touch them,roll the sleeve up fully and observe all of them she scanned the ones on show throughly,before I interuptted with a cough and quickly pulled my sleeve down to cover them. She drew a deep breathe in as if she all of a sudden realised what was happening and she regained conciousness of reality.
"Right well..C'mon girls we have class to get to,we'll deal with you later"She said leading her group away and saying the last bit less serious,less bitchy,less well demi than usual.As she walked away she kept turning round giving me looks like she wanted to run back and continue staring.If I hadn't of coughed she would've stood there watching my scars for at least the rest of the week,honestly.
What was so fasinating about them?Did she enjoy looking at her own work?Then again it wasn't all her,only some was. I walked away completely shocked of what had just happened with her,again wrapped up in my own thoughts as I headed to class.Still thinking over everything.
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Okay guys so I just want to clarify I love both The Janoskians and Demi,Dems is my queen and The janoskians are my babas. I just wanted to clear that up so no hate please! Sorry if this is a little depressing and maybe a little 'typical' of a fanfic but It will get better and happier soon! :') So what do you think of Demi and Beau?Enemys or Relationship?Ship name Bemi or Deau? Let me now in the comments along with thought and opinions on the fanfic,open to all ideas,thoughts and comments!Remember to Vote and Fan! &Don't worry,everyones fine and nothing in this fanfics true,some background shiz but a lots made up for the story so dont worry,everyones fine! :') xo <3
