Here I go again, making excuses. I seem to do that for everything you do. I'm so weak. I always apologize first even when I didn't originally do something wrong and turn and twist the entire scenario to blame it on myself. I always end up believing my twisted version. I lose touch with reality so easily between my self doubt and anxiety. God I hate this. Why can't I just learn to stand up for myself? Why can't I learn to say "no" or "stop" or "that is not okay" or anything else to say that I am not content with the words or scenarios in facing? Why am I such a coward? Why can't I be brave? Why am I so afraid to protect myself emotionally? Why do I let everyone walk all over me? Why can't I stand up for not only myself but my friends as well? Why do I let people's opinions bother me so much? Why do I let the little things get to me? Why can't I stop these thoughts? Why can't I shut my mind up? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
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My Thoughts
RandomA collection of my thoughts whether they be sad, happy, or any emotion in between. I am going to include different things I'm thinking about including quotes and questions. I would love interactions about your views. Feel free to share your thoughts...
